Saturday, December 31, 2005
allo loggers.
i've been thinking alot about that sharing session i had way back then in january. it was bothering me for the last 12 mths but only when jessica said that at marcus's house about the prayer part did i then realise some good actually came out of it. i dont know, sometimes i regret sharing all that at such an early time because loads were unprepared to hear it and we hardly knew each other and i should have waited awhile to know you all better first before sharing that. i used to look back and feel like that was the wrong time to share it but i guess whatever happened did for a reason.
log's probably the best thing that has happened to me so far, with getting to know all of you. so..uh. sorry for anything that i did and was unaware about it or if i freaked anyone out because of what i said. for every affirmation i recieved ive never forgotton anyone of them and they really mean alot to me.
well i want to share this. i recently recieved new test results about that whole eyesight thing and in the mildest way possible to place it, the condition isn't getting any better. but for the first time in my life when i saw the results i didnt feel all dreaded and hopeless like i did since i was a kid..and i guess it was because i finally understood that whatever was going to happen Jesus understood me. & better yet there were a group of people who actually knew about it and who told me that i could talk to them if i was going through anything and that i could trust them in it.
so. thanks for that.
uh. btw. i came across this picture and i thought it was really beautiful so. thought id just post it up as well. hope it shows up.
anne.
allo loggers.
i've been thinking alot about that sharing session i had way back then in january. it was bothering me for the last 12 mths but only when jessica said that at marcus's house about the prayer part did i then realise some good actually came out of it. i dont know, sometimes i regret sharing all that at such an early time because loads were unprepared to hear it and we hardly knew each other and i should have waited awhile to know you all better first before sharing that. i used to look back and feel like that was the wrong time to share it but i guess whatever happened did for a reason.
log's probably the best thing that has happened to me so far, with getting to know all of you. so..uh. sorry for anything that i did and was unaware about it or if i freaked anyone out because of what i said. for every affirmation i recieved ive never forgotton anyone of them and they really mean alot to me.
well i want to share this. i recently recieved new test results about that whole eyesight thing and in the mildest way possible to place it, the condition isn't getting any better. but for the first time in my life when i saw the results i didnt feel all dreaded and hopeless like i did since i was a kid..and i guess it was because i finally understood that whatever was going to happen Jesus understood me. & better yet there were a group of people who actually knew about it and who told me that i could talk to them if i was going through anything and that i could trust them in it.
so. thanks for that.
uh. btw. i came across this picture and i thought it was really beautiful so. thought id just post it up as well. hope it shows up.
anne.