Thursday, April 29, 2010
hey you all,
i told quite a few already, and i'm sure you'd have seen if you go for 9am mass that my parents recently joined the wardens ministry:D (they weren't aware but it was just in time for vocation sunday too^^)
it may not seem like a huge thing and all, but it's really really amazing that they joined and i truely praise God for His persistence in calling them. when i left SFX to go to St Anne's for a few years after moving out of gardens like in 2001 or smth, my parents never understood why i wanted to come back to SFX so much and they always felt it was quite bothersome to drive me all the way down just for cat class back then. even when i joined LOG and pulled my brother to MSC one year later, they would just let francis drive me down to church and drive themselves to another church nearer to our house. that was the case for quite awhile and even though lots of SFX friends keep asking them to come join something here, they never took much interest in it. i've been praying that one day either one of them would take on something in church, and maybe pull the other along eventually, but never thought it would really happen, and it did(:
it's not a mega fantastic awe-inspiring story or anything, but it's in how simple it was that i really praise God about it. my parents have been, and will always be the most humble, simple people i've known in my life and are never to make a fuss about anything. my dad has been retrenched awhile now, but ever since then my parents have taken the time to go for daily morning mass at nativity (power) and it was in those times that they felt the prompting to join the wardens ministry for real. the way they discerned, told me the news and took up the ministry, they never made a show out of it or even told anyone else- to them, it was just showing God that they finally answered His call that mattered enough. it's such a small role they play, but they do it with so much joy and their example teaches me, like how they always have, to myself be decreased so God can increase.
yeah just thought i share that with you guys, do give my parents a smile if they come down the row to collect your monehhh kay...i know my mom's still super nervous about it, told me she felt kinda noob compared to the more pro wardens hahaha.
in God's love and mine,
anne
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Beauty amidst Desolation
A desolate trundra.
Chilly winds blowing across the vast expanse of white.
It is cold, very cold. So cold that not even a speck of life flickers in defiance.
A stir, a murmur. A heartbeat.
Under a tiny rocky outcrop, a single flower blooms.
A yellow dot, singing of its presence amidst the threatening howls and icy hail.
Dasiphora fruticosa is a shrub in the family Rosaceae, native to the cool temperate to subarctic regions of the Northern Hemisphere, often growing at high altitudes in mountains.It is a deciduous, much branched flowering shrub growing to 0.1–1 m tall, rarely up to 1.5 m. The species is also occasionally known as Tundra-rose and Widdy (exerpt from Wiki)
Haha, pardon my effort at trying to be somewhat more literary in my writing. What's this all about you may ask, why talk about a single rose that blooms amidst such harsh conditions?
Such beauty amidst such desolation. Beauty which is magnified by the desolation that surrounds it. But then again, who can appreciate this beauty when itself is the only living thing there? Well, God was there. And God saw the Tundra rose bloom. In fact He made it bloom. And it gave Him great joy.
I take this in reference to our prayer lives. When we pray in secret, it is a time of great intimacy and splendour. It is a time of just being with Him. God and I. No one else. He abides in me as I abide in Him. He see me for who I am, as do I. Something of such beauty, but no one else sees it. Except Him.
Just as our prayers reach the heavens to be heard by our Father, a tiny but beautiful rose blooms amidst all the pain and sorrow of the world. And God sees it, treasures it, and takes joy in it.
For those of us who think prayer is a waste of time, I think we just have to ask ourselves this question. Did the Tundra rose bloom in vain? Or was its beauty appreciated by the one who is always present?
For those of us who find it hard to pray, is it so hard to do so now if we know that we are offering God a thing of utmost beauty?
These are my thoughts that are in my head at the moment, kind of abstract and stuff but its something which struck me during my prayer time today. Hope it edifies you to spend some time in the presence of our God today (:
Love,
Soo
Friday, April 16, 2010
Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness
Hi guys :) on a related note to my previous post about the Pope and the current church scandal, I read this homily on a friend's facebook and I found it SO SO EDIFYING AND INSPIRING. It reminded me that Christ alone is the bridegroom of the Church, he never abandons it and will always continue to sustain it. It reminds me too of my personal call to holiness in everyday life. It's really long but WORTH THE READ. so do read the whole article, I hope this speaks to you in some way.
Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness by FR. ROGER J. LANDRY
The headlines were captured recently by the news that perhaps up to seventy priests in the Archdiocese of Boston have abused young people whom they were consecrated to serve. Today, I'd like to tackle the issue head-on. You have a right to it. We cannot pretend as if it didn't exist. I'd like to discuss what our response should be as faithful Catholics to this terrible scandal.
A homily delivered at Espirito Santo parish in Fall River, MA on the Fourth Sunday of OT, Year A Zeph 2:3, 3:12-13; 1Cor1:26-31; Mt 5:1-12
The headlines this past week did not focus on the Patriots' march to the Super Bowl, or on who would QB, Drew or Tom, or even on the President's state of the union address and his comment that there are many Al-Qaeda operatives in the US like "ticking time-bombs." None of these was the top story.
The headlines were captured by the very sad news that perhaps up to seventy priests in the Archdiocese of Boston have abused young people whom they were consecrated to serve. It's a huge scandal, one that many people who have long disliked the Church because of one of her moral or doctrinal teachings are using as an issue to attack the Church as a whole, trying to imply that they were right all along.
Many people have come up to me to talk about it. Many others have wanted to, but I think out of respect and of not wanting to bring up what they thought might be bad news, have refrained, but it was obvious to me that it was on their mind. And so, today, I'd like to tackle the issue head-on. You have a right to it. We cannot pretend as if it didn't exist. And I'd like to discuss what our response should be as faithful Catholics to this terrible scandal.
The first thing we need to do is to understand it from the point of view of our faith in the Lord. Before he chose his first disciples, Jesus went up the mountain all night to pray. He had at the time many followers. He talked to his Father in prayer about whom he would choose to be his twelve apostles, the twelve he would himself form intimately, the twelve whom he would send out to preach the Good News in His name. He gave them power to cast out demons. He gave them power to cure the sick. They watched him work countless miracles. They themselves in His name worked countless others.
Yet, despite all of that, one of them was a traitor. One, who had followed the Lord, who had had his feet washed by the Lord, who had seen him walk on water, raise people from the dead, and forgive sinners, betrayed the Lord. The Gospel tells us that he allowed Satan to enter into Him and then sold the Lord for 30 pieces of silver, handing him over by faking a gesture of love. "Judas," Jesus said to him in the garden of Gethsemane , "Would you betray the Son of Man with a kiss?" Jesus didn't choose Judas to betray him. He chose him to be like all the others. But Judas was always free, and he used his freedom to allow Satan to enter into him, and by his betrayal, ended up getting Jesus crucified and executed.
So right from the first twelve that Jesus himself chose, one was a terrible traitor. SOMETIMES GOD'S CHOSEN ONES BETRAY HIM. That's a fact that we have to confront. It's a fact that the early Church confronted. If the scandal caused by Judas was all the members of the early Church focused on, the Church would have been finished before it even started to grow. Instead, the Church recognized that you don't judge something by those who don't live it, but by those who do.
Instead of focusing on the one who betrayed, they focused on the other eleven, on account of whose work, preaching, miracles, and love for Christ, we are here today. It's on account of the other eleven — all of whom except St. John was martyred for Christ and for the Gospel they were willing to give their lives to proclaim to us — that we ever heard the saving word of God, that we ever received the sacraments of eternal life.
We're confronted by the same reality today. We can focus on those who betrayed the Lord, those who abused rather than loved those whom they were called to serve, or we can focus, like the early Church did, on the others, on those who have remained faithful, those priests who are still offering their lives to serve Christ and to serve you out of love. The media almost never focuses on the good "eleven," the ones whom Jesus has chosen who remain faithful, who live lives of quiet holiness. But we, the Church, must keep the terrible scandal that we've witnessed in its true and full perspective.
Scandal is unfortunately nothing new for the Church. There have been many times in the history of the Church when the Church was much worse off than it is now. The history of the Church is like a cosine curve, with ups and downs throughout the centuries. At each of the times when the Church hit its low point, God raised up tremendous saints to bring the Church back to its real mission. It's almost as if in those times of darkness, the Light of Christ shone ever more brightly. I'd like to focus a little on a couple of saints whom God raised up in these most difficult times, because their wisdom can really guide us during this difficult time.
St. Francis de Sales was one saint God raised up after the Protestant Reformation. The Protestant Reformation was not principally about theology, about the faith — although theological differences came later — but about morals. There was an Augustinian priest, Martin Luther, who went down to Rome just after the papacy of the most notorious pope in history, Pope Alexander VI.
This pope never taught anything against the faith — the Holy Spirit prevented that — but he was simply a wicked man. He had nine children from six different concubines. He put out contracts against those he considered his enemies. Martin Luther visited Rome just after Alexander VI's papacy and wondered how God could allow such a wicked man to be the visible head of his Church. He went back to Germany and saw all types of moral problems. Priests were living in open relationships with women. Some were trying to profit from selling spiritual goods. There was a terrible immorality among lay Catholics. He was scandalized, as anyone who loved God might have been, by such rampant abuse. So he founded his own Church.
Eventually God raised up many saints to combat this wrong solution and to bring people back to the Church Christ founded. St. Francis de Sales was one of them. At the risk of his life, he went through parts of what is now Switzerland , where the Calvinists were popular, preaching the Gospel with truth and love. Oftentimes he was beaten up on his way and left for dead. Once he was asked to address the situation of the scandal caused by so many of his brother priests. What he said is as important for us today as it was for his listeners then. He didn't pull any punches.
He said, "Those who commit these types of scandals are guilty of the spiritual equivalent of murder," destroying other people's faith in God by their terrible example. But then he warned his listeners, "But I'm here among you to prevent something far worse for you. While those who give scandal are guilty of the spiritual equivalent of murder, those who take scandal — who allow scandals to destroy their faith — are guilty of spiritual suicide." They're guilty, he said, of cutting off their life with Christ, abandoning the source of life in the Sacraments, especially the Eucharist. He went among the people in what is now Switzerland trying to prevent their committing spiritual suicide on account of the scandals. I'm here to preach the same thing to you.
What should our reaction be then? Another great saint who lived in a tremendously difficult time can help us further. The great St. Francis of Assisi lived in the 1200s, which was a time of terrible immorality in central Italy . Priests were setting horrible example. Lay immorality was even worse. St. Francis himself while a young man even gave some scandal to others by his carefree ways. But eventually he was converted back to the Lord, founded the Franciscans, helped God rebuild his Church and became one of the great saints of all time.
Once one of the brothers in the Order of Friars Minor asked him a question. The brother was very sensitive to scandals. "Br. Francis," he said, "What would you do if you knew that the priest celebrating Mass had three concubines on the side?" Francis, without missing a beat, said slowly, "When it came time for Holy Communion, I would go to receive the Sacred Body of my Lord from the priest's anointed hands."
What was Francis getting at? He was getting at a tremendous truth of the faith and a tremendous gift of the Lord. No matter how sinful a priest is, provided that he has the intention to do what the Church does — at Mass, for example, to change bread and wine into Christ's body and blood, or in confession, no matter how sinful he is personally, to forgive the penitent's sins — Christ himself acts through that minister in the sacraments.
Whether Pope John Paul II celebrates the Mass or whether a priest on death row for a felony celebrates Mass, it is Christ who himself acts and gives us His own body and blood. So what Francis was saying in response to the question of his religious brother that he would receive the Sacred Body of His Lord from the priest's anointed hands, is that he was not going to let the wickedness or immorality of the priest lead him to commit spiritual suicide. Christ can still work and does still work even through the most sinful priest. And thank God!
If we were always dependent on the priest's personal holiness, we'd be in trouble. Priests are chosen by God from among men, and they're tempted just like any human being and fall through sin just like any human being. But God knew that from the beginning. Eleven of the first twelve apostles scattered when Christ was arrested, but they came back; one of the twelve sinned in betraying the Lord and sadly never came back. God has essentially made the sacraments "priest-proof," in terms of their personal holiness. No matter how holy they are, or how wicked, provided they have the intention to do what the Church does, then Christ himself acts, just as he acted through Judas when Judas expelled demons and cured the sick.
And so, again, I ask, "What should the response of the Church be to these deeds?" There has been a lot of talk about that in the media. Does the Church have to do a better job in making sure no one with any predisposition toward pedophilia gets ordained? Absolutely. But that would not be enough. Does the Church have to do a better job in handling cases when they are reported? The Church has changed its way of handling these cases, and today they're much better than they were in the 1980s, but they can always be perfected. But even that is not enough. Do we have to do more to support the victims of such abuse? Yes we do, both out of justice and out of love! But not even that is adequate. Cardinal Law has gotten most of the deans of the medical schools in Boston to work on establishing a center for the prevention of child abuse, which is something that we should all support. But not even that is a sufficient response.
The only adequate response to this terrible scandal, the only fully Catholic response to this scandal — as St. Francis of Assisi recognized in the 1200s, as St. Francis de Sales recognized in the 1600s, and as countless other saints have recognized in every century — is HOLINESS! Every crisis that the Church faces, every crisis that the world faces, is a crisis of saints. Holiness is crucial, because it is the real face of the Church.
There are always people — a priest meets them regularly, you probably know several of them — who use excuses for why they don't practice the faith, why they slowly commit spiritual suicide. It can be because a nun was mean to them when they were nine. Or because they don't understand the teaching of the Church on a particular issue. There will doubtless be many people these days — and you will probably meet them — who will say, "Why should I practice the faith, why should I go to Church, since the Church can't be true if God's so-called chosen ones can do the types of things we've been reading about?" This scandal is a huge hanger on which some will try to hang their justification for not practicing the faith. That's why holiness is so important.
They need to find in all of us a reason for faith, a reason for hope, a reason for responding with love to the love of the Lord. The beatitudes which we have in today's Gospel are a recipe for holiness. We all need to live them more. Do priests have to become holier? They sure do. Do religious brothers and sisters have to become holier and give ever greater witness of God and heaven? Absolutely. But all people in the Church do, including lay people! We all have the vocation to be holy and this crisis is a wake-up call.
It's a tough time to be a priest today. It's a tough time to be a Catholic today. But it's also a great time to be a priest and a great time to be a Catholic. Jesus says in the beatitudes we heard today, "Blessed are you when they insult you and persecute you and utter every kind of slander against you falsely because of me. Be glad and rejoice, for your reward in heaven is great." I've been experiencing that beatitude first hand, as some priests I know have as well. Earlier this week, when I finished up my exercise at a local gym, I was coming out of the locker room dressed in my black clerical garb. A mother, upon seeing me, immediately and hurriedly moved her children out of the way and shielded them from me as I was passing. She looked at me as I passed and when I had gone far enough along finally relaxed and let her children go — as if I would have attacked her children in the middle of the afternoon at a health club!
But while we all might have to suffer such insults and slander falsely on account of Christ, we should indeed rejoice. It's a great time to be a Christian, because this is a time in which God really needs us to show off his true face. In bygone days in America , the Church was respected. Priests were respected. The Church had a reputation for holiness and goodness. It's not so any more.
One of the greatest Catholic preachers in American history, Bishop Fulton J. Sheen, used to say, that he preferred to live in times when the Church has suffered rather than thrived, when the Church had to struggle, when the Church had to go against the culture. It was a time for real men and real women to stand up and be counted. "Even dead bodies can float downstream," he used to say, pointing that many people can coast when the Church is respected, "but it takes a real man, a real woman, to swim against the current."
How true that is! It takes a real man and a real woman to stand up now and swim against the current that is flowing against the Church. It takes a real man and a real woman to recognize that when swimming against the flood of criticism, you're safest when you stay attached to the Rock on whom Christ built his Church. This is one of those times. It's a great time to be a Christian.
Some people are predicting that the Church in this area is in for a rough time, and maybe she is, but the Church will survive, because the Lord will make sure it survives. One of the greatest comeback lines in history happened just about 200 years ago. The French emperor Napoleon was swallowing up countries in Europe with his armies bent on total world domination. He then said to Cardinal Consalvi, "I will destroy your Church." "Je detruirai votre eglise!" The Cardinal said, "No you won't." Napoleon, all 5'2" of him said, "Je detruirai votre eglise!" The Cardinal said with confidence, "No you won't. Not even we have succeeded in doing that!"
If bad popes, immoral priests and thousands of sinners in the Church haven't succeeded in doing so from the inside — he was saying implicitly to the general — how do you think you're going to do it? The Cardinal was pointing to a crucial truth. Christ will never allow his Church to fail. He promised that the gates of hell wouldn't prevail against his Church, that the barque of Peter, the Church sailing through time to its eternal port in heaven, will never capsize, not because those in the boat won't do everything sinfully possible to turn it over, but because Christ, who is in the boat, will never allow it to happen. Christ is still in the boat and he'll never leave it.
The magnitude of this scandal might be such that you may find it difficult to trust priests in the same way you have in the past. That may be so, and that might not be completely a bad thing. But never lose trust in Him! It's His Church. Even if some of those he chose have betrayed him, he will call others who will be faithful, who will serve you with the love with which you deserve to be served, just like after Judas' death, the eleven apostles convened and allowed the Lord to choose someone to take Judas' place, and they chose the man who ended up becoming St. Matthias, who proclaimed the Gospel faithfully until he was martyred for it.
This is a time in which all of us need to focus ever more on holiness. We're called to be saints and how much our society here needs to see this beautiful, radiant face of the Church. You're part of the solution, a crucial part of the solution. And as you come forward today to receive from this priest's anointed hands the sacred Body of your Lord, ask Him to fill you with a real desire for sanctity, a real desire to show off His true face.
One of the reasons why I'm here in front of you as a priest today is because while I younger, I was underimpressed with some of the priests I knew. I would watch them celebrate Mass and almost without any reverence whatsoever drop the Body of the Lord onto the paten, as if they were handling something with little value rather than the Creator and Savior of all, rather than MY Creator and Savior. I remember saying to the Lord, reiterating my desire to be a priest, "Lord, please let me become a priest, so I can treat you like you deserve!" It gave me a great fire to serve the Lord.
Maybe this scandal can allow you to do the same thing. This scandal can be something that can lead you down to the path of spiritual suicide, or it can be something that can inspire you to say, finally, "I want to become a saint, so that I and the Church can give your name the glory it deserves, so that others might find in you the love and the salvation that I have found." Jesus is with us, as he promised, until the end of time. He's still in the boat.
Just as out of Judas' betrayal, he achieved the greatest victory in world history, our salvation through his passion, death and resurrection, so out of this he may bring, and wants to bring, a new rebirth of holiness, a new Acts of the Apostles for the 21st century, with each of us — and that includes YOU — playing a starring role. Now's the time for real men and women of the Church to stand up. Now's the time for saints. How do you respond?
ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
Fr. Roger J. Landry. "Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness." Unpublished homily.
Reprinted with permission of Fr. Roger J. Landry.
THE AUTHOR
Father Roger J. Landry was ordained a Catholic priest of the Diocese of Fall River, Massachusetts by Bishop Sean O'Malley, OFM Cap. in 1999. After receiving a biology degree from Harvard College , Fr. Landry studied for the priesthood in Maryland , Toronto , and for several years in Rome . After his priestly ordination, Father returned to Rome to complete graduate work in Moral Theology and Bioethics at the John Paul II Institute for Marriage and Family. Father Landry is parochial administrator of St. Anthony of Padua Parish in New Bedford , MA , and executive editor of The Anchor, the weekly newspaper of the Diocese of Fall River. His homilies are posted each week at saintanthonynewbedford.com.
Source: http://www.catholiceducation.org/articles/religion/re0526.html
Love, Jess
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Pray for the Pope
Got this in my RSS feed
"Threat to arrest Pope
LONDON - BRITISH author and atheist campaigner Richard Dawkins will try to have Pope Benedict arrested to face questions over the Catholic church's child abuse scandal when he visits Britain later this year, one of his lawyers said on Sunday.
Dawkins, a scientist and outspoken critic of religion, has asked human rights lawyers to examine whether charges could be brought against the pope."
Do offer a prayer for our Holy Father as he deals with the pedophile crisis facing the Catholic Church. That God will continue to bless him with wisdom, right judgement and compassion.
We are part of a larger Catholic Church!
Jess
Monday, April 12, 2010
Hey guys!!!
A video to share!
Its done on my birthday!
Its quite blur thou! If you wanna see clearer, change the "360p" to "720p" den you enlarge full screen,
you should be able to see my pimple already! hahas! enjoy the video guys!
I wish to say thanks to everyone For the guidance, The love, and the patience!
Love you guys!
Bliss
Zhane
Sunday, April 11, 2010
You guys are an inspiration :)
Hello :)
Guess who?
I'm slightly intimidated that i'm posting here after what must have been at least a 2-3year no-show and after having been back for just a mere 2 weeks. BUT, I just really want to tell you all this.
You guys are an inspiration to me :) I am someone who has just stepped out of a phase in my life where I felt that I could do without God, doubting even that He existed, and I tried, I tried very hard to prove to myself that I was right, that He wasn't there, and that I could live the life that I wanted, because so many others in the world are doing just that. (The story behind this can come another time).
But all of you remind me that I'm not alone, not alone in chasing things that are not of this earth, intangible, yet so real to us at times, not alone in making the choice, the choice to take the road less travelled and not just follow what everyone else is doing (which is all too easy at times, well at least easier in a obvious way, but I know now that God's way is always easiest! though in a much less obvious way), all of you remind me that it IS real, that God IS there, that all those moments in my life when I believed He was there, I wasn't just making that up, because all of you are living testimonies of His work :) And all of you also reminded of what it's like being part of a community, how it's difficult doing it alone, because God often uses the people around you to move you.
I can't begin to explain how much of a spiritual revival Easter was for me. And I guess that sharing can wait for another time.
Another thing, thanks for session today, I thought it was really good :) Just something out of personal experience, personally I like to write it out after reading the bible. I thought it was quite cool that you guys talked about reading the bible today because recently, in my darkest times, in my desperation to make sense of what was going on, I dug out my bible searching for answers, while as you guys said, God doesn't really work that way, you can't flip open your bible looking for answers, but that event did help move my bible out of the depths of my cupboard onto my bedside table, and I've been doing my own version of bible reading everyday for what has been almost 2 weeks now (hope I can keep it up). And I just think that God speaks to me more when I write it down, of course it's different for different people, but you know, if silent contemplation doesn't really work for you, try writing it out :) and oh, I love the part about letting the bible use you, and not you using the bible. I guess that's no more flipping my bible for answers from me.
AH this post came out much longer than I thought it would.
Anyway, hope everyone has a blessed week :)
Love,
Clarice
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Hi guys. I just wanted to say that I miss you guys lots (especially around easter!). I've been meaning to blog but I haven't found the time. :\
hey you all,
i told quite a few already, and i'm sure you'd have seen if you go for 9am mass that my parents recently joined the wardens ministry:D (they weren't aware but it was just in time for vocation sunday too^^)
it may not seem like a huge thing and all, but it's really really amazing that they joined and i truely praise God for His persistence in calling them. when i left SFX to go to St Anne's for a few years after moving out of gardens like in 2001 or smth, my parents never understood why i wanted to come back to SFX so much and they always felt it was quite bothersome to drive me all the way down just for cat class back then. even when i joined LOG and pulled my brother to MSC one year later, they would just let francis drive me down to church and drive themselves to another church nearer to our house. that was the case for quite awhile and even though lots of SFX friends keep asking them to come join something here, they never took much interest in it. i've been praying that one day either one of them would take on something in church, and maybe pull the other along eventually, but never thought it would really happen, and it did(:
it's not a mega fantastic awe-inspiring story or anything, but it's in how simple it was that i really praise God about it. my parents have been, and will always be the most humble, simple people i've known in my life and are never to make a fuss about anything. my dad has been retrenched awhile now, but ever since then my parents have taken the time to go for daily morning mass at nativity (power) and it was in those times that they felt the prompting to join the wardens ministry for real. the way they discerned, told me the news and took up the ministry, they never made a show out of it or even told anyone else- to them, it was just showing God that they finally answered His call that mattered enough. it's such a small role they play, but they do it with so much joy and their example teaches me, like how they always have, to myself be decreased so God can increase.
yeah just thought i share that with you guys, do give my parents a smile if they come down the row to collect your monehhh kay...i know my mom's still super nervous about it, told me she felt kinda noob compared to the more pro wardens hahaha.
in God's love and mine,
anne
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anne! awesome (: its truly a gift from God to have the entire family serving Him! i make sure i give more money if i see your parents k :p
-Soo
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Beauty amidst Desolation
A desolate trundra.
Chilly winds blowing across the vast expanse of white.
It is cold, very cold. So cold that not even a speck of life flickers in defiance.
A stir, a murmur. A heartbeat.
Under a tiny rocky outcrop, a single flower blooms.
A yellow dot, singing of its presence amidst the threatening howls and icy hail.
Dasiphora fruticosa is a shrub in the family Rosaceae, native to the cool temperate to subarctic regions of the Northern Hemisphere, often growing at high altitudes in mountains.It is a deciduous, much branched flowering shrub growing to 0.1–1 m tall, rarely up to 1.5 m. The species is also occasionally known as Tundra-rose and Widdy (exerpt from Wiki)
Haha, pardon my effort at trying to be somewhat more literary in my writing. What's this all about you may ask, why talk about a single rose that blooms amidst such harsh conditions?
Such beauty amidst such desolation. Beauty which is magnified by the desolation that surrounds it. But then again, who can appreciate this beauty when itself is the only living thing there? Well, God was there. And God saw the Tundra rose bloom. In fact He made it bloom. And it gave Him great joy.
I take this in reference to our prayer lives. When we pray in secret, it is a time of great intimacy and splendour. It is a time of just being with Him. God and I. No one else. He abides in me as I abide in Him. He see me for who I am, as do I. Something of such beauty, but no one else sees it. Except Him.
Just as our prayers reach the heavens to be heard by our Father, a tiny but beautiful rose blooms amidst all the pain and sorrow of the world. And God sees it, treasures it, and takes joy in it.
For those of us who think prayer is a waste of time, I think we just have to ask ourselves this question. Did the Tundra rose bloom in vain? Or was its beauty appreciated by the one who is always present?
For those of us who find it hard to pray, is it so hard to do so now if we know that we are offering God a thing of utmost beauty?
These are my thoughts that are in my head at the moment, kind of abstract and stuff but its something which struck me during my prayer time today. Hope it edifies you to spend some time in the presence of our God today (:
Love,
Soo
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______________________________________________Friday, April 16, 2010
Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness
Hi guys :) on a related note to my previous post about the Pope and the current church scandal, I read this homily on a friend's facebook and I found it SO SO EDIFYING AND INSPIRING. It reminded me that Christ alone is the bridegroom of the Church, he never abandons it and will always continue to sustain it. It reminds me too of my personal call to holiness in everyday life. It's really long but WORTH THE READ. so do read the whole article, I hope this speaks to you in some way.
Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness by FR. ROGER J. LANDRY
The headlines were captured recently by the news that perhaps up to seventy priests in the Archdiocese of Boston have abused young people whom they were consecrated to serve. Today, I'd like to tackle the issue head-on. You have a right to it. We cannot pretend as if it didn't exist. I'd like to discuss what our response should be as faithful Catholics to this terrible scandal.
A homily delivered at Espirito Santo parish in Fall River, MA on the Fourth Sunday of OT, Year A Zeph 2:3, 3:12-13; 1Cor1:26-31; Mt 5:1-12
The headlines this past week did not focus on the Patriots' march to the Super Bowl, or on who would QB, Drew or Tom, or even on the President's state of the union address and his comment that there are many Al-Qaeda operatives in the US like "ticking time-bombs." None of these was the top story.
The headlines were captured by the very sad news that perhaps up to seventy priests in the Archdiocese of Boston have abused young people whom they were consecrated to serve. It's a huge scandal, one that many people who have long disliked the Church because of one of her moral or doctrinal teachings are using as an issue to attack the Church as a whole, trying to imply that they were right all along.
Many people have come up to me to talk about it. Many others have wanted to, but I think out of respect and of not wanting to bring up what they thought might be bad news, have refrained, but it was obvious to me that it was on their mind. And so, today, I'd like to tackle the issue head-on. You have a right to it. We cannot pretend as if it didn't exist. And I'd like to discuss what our response should be as faithful Catholics to this terrible scandal.
The first thing we need to do is to understand it from the point of view of our faith in the Lord. Before he chose his first disciples, Jesus went up the mountain all night to pray. He had at the time many followers. He talked to his Father in prayer about whom he would choose to be his twelve apostles, the twelve he would himself form intimately, the twelve whom he would send out to preach the Good News in His name. He gave them power to cast out demons. He gave them power to cure the sick. They watched him work countless miracles. They themselves in His name worked countless others.
Yet, despite all of that, one of them was a traitor. One, who had followed the Lord, who had had his feet washed by the Lord, who had seen him walk on water, raise people from the dead, and forgive sinners, betrayed the Lord. The Gospel tells us that he allowed Satan to enter into Him and then sold the Lord for 30 pieces of silver, handing him over by faking a gesture of love. "Judas," Jesus said to him in the garden of Gethsemane , "Would you betray the Son of Man with a kiss?" Jesus didn't choose Judas to betray him. He chose him to be like all the others. But Judas was always free, and he used his freedom to allow Satan to enter into him, and by his betrayal, ended up getting Jesus crucified and executed.
So right from the first twelve that Jesus himself chose, one was a terrible traitor. SOMETIMES GOD'S CHOSEN ONES BETRAY HIM. That's a fact that we have to confront. It's a fact that the early Church confronted. If the scandal caused by Judas was all the members of the early Church focused on, the Church would have been finished before it even started to grow. Instead, the Church recognized that you don't judge something by those who don't live it, but by those who do.
Instead of focusing on the one who betrayed, they focused on the other eleven, on account of whose work, preaching, miracles, and love for Christ, we are here today. It's on account of the other eleven — all of whom except St. John was martyred for Christ and for the Gospel they were willing to give their lives to proclaim to us — that we ever heard the saving word of God, that we ever received the sacraments of eternal life.
We're confronted by the same reality today. We can focus on those who betrayed the Lord, those who abused rather than loved those whom they were called to serve, or we can focus, like the early Church did, on the others, on those who have remained faithful, those priests who are still offering their lives to serve Christ and to serve you out of love. The media almost never focuses on the good "eleven," the ones whom Jesus has chosen who remain faithful, who live lives of quiet holiness. But we, the Church, must keep the terrible scandal that we've witnessed in its true and full perspective.
Scandal is unfortunately nothing new for the Church. There have been many times in the history of the Church when the Church was much worse off than it is now. The history of the Church is like a cosine curve, with ups and downs throughout the centuries. At each of the times when the Church hit its low point, God raised up tremendous saints to bring the Church back to its real mission. It's almost as if in those times of darkness, the Light of Christ shone ever more brightly. I'd like to focus a little on a couple of saints whom God raised up in these most difficult times, because their wisdom can really guide us during this difficult time.
St. Francis de Sales was one saint God raised up after the Protestant Reformation. The Protestant Reformation was not principally about theology, about the faith — although theological differences came later — but about morals. There was an Augustinian priest, Martin Luther, who went down to Rome just after the papacy of the most notorious pope in history, Pope Alexander VI.
This pope never taught anything against the faith — the Holy Spirit prevented that — but he was simply a wicked man. He had nine children from six different concubines. He put out contracts against those he considered his enemies. Martin Luther visited Rome just after Alexander VI's papacy and wondered how God could allow such a wicked man to be the visible head of his Church. He went back to Germany and saw all types of moral problems. Priests were living in open relationships with women. Some were trying to profit from selling spiritual goods. There was a terrible immorality among lay Catholics. He was scandalized, as anyone who loved God might have been, by such rampant abuse. So he founded his own Church.
Eventually God raised up many saints to combat this wrong solution and to bring people back to the Church Christ founded. St. Francis de Sales was one of them. At the risk of his life, he went through parts of what is now Switzerland , where the Calvinists were popular, preaching the Gospel with truth and love. Oftentimes he was beaten up on his way and left for dead. Once he was asked to address the situation of the scandal caused by so many of his brother priests. What he said is as important for us today as it was for his listeners then. He didn't pull any punches.
He said, "Those who commit these types of scandals are guilty of the spiritual equivalent of murder," destroying other people's faith in God by their terrible example. But then he warned his listeners, "But I'm here among you to prevent something far worse for you. While those who give scandal are guilty of the spiritual equivalent of murder, those who take scandal — who allow scandals to destroy their faith — are guilty of spiritual suicide." They're guilty, he said, of cutting off their life with Christ, abandoning the source of life in the Sacraments, especially the Eucharist. He went among the people in what is now Switzerland trying to prevent their committing spiritual suicide on account of the scandals. I'm here to preach the same thing to you.
What should our reaction be then? Another great saint who lived in a tremendously difficult time can help us further. The great St. Francis of Assisi lived in the 1200s, which was a time of terrible immorality in central Italy . Priests were setting horrible example. Lay immorality was even worse. St. Francis himself while a young man even gave some scandal to others by his carefree ways. But eventually he was converted back to the Lord, founded the Franciscans, helped God rebuild his Church and became one of the great saints of all time.
Once one of the brothers in the Order of Friars Minor asked him a question. The brother was very sensitive to scandals. "Br. Francis," he said, "What would you do if you knew that the priest celebrating Mass had three concubines on the side?" Francis, without missing a beat, said slowly, "When it came time for Holy Communion, I would go to receive the Sacred Body of my Lord from the priest's anointed hands."
What was Francis getting at? He was getting at a tremendous truth of the faith and a tremendous gift of the Lord. No matter how sinful a priest is, provided that he has the intention to do what the Church does — at Mass, for example, to change bread and wine into Christ's body and blood, or in confession, no matter how sinful he is personally, to forgive the penitent's sins — Christ himself acts through that minister in the sacraments.
Whether Pope John Paul II celebrates the Mass or whether a priest on death row for a felony celebrates Mass, it is Christ who himself acts and gives us His own body and blood. So what Francis was saying in response to the question of his religious brother that he would receive the Sacred Body of His Lord from the priest's anointed hands, is that he was not going to let the wickedness or immorality of the priest lead him to commit spiritual suicide. Christ can still work and does still work even through the most sinful priest. And thank God!
If we were always dependent on the priest's personal holiness, we'd be in trouble. Priests are chosen by God from among men, and they're tempted just like any human being and fall through sin just like any human being. But God knew that from the beginning. Eleven of the first twelve apostles scattered when Christ was arrested, but they came back; one of the twelve sinned in betraying the Lord and sadly never came back. God has essentially made the sacraments "priest-proof," in terms of their personal holiness. No matter how holy they are, or how wicked, provided they have the intention to do what the Church does, then Christ himself acts, just as he acted through Judas when Judas expelled demons and cured the sick.
And so, again, I ask, "What should the response of the Church be to these deeds?" There has been a lot of talk about that in the media. Does the Church have to do a better job in making sure no one with any predisposition toward pedophilia gets ordained? Absolutely. But that would not be enough. Does the Church have to do a better job in handling cases when they are reported? The Church has changed its way of handling these cases, and today they're much better than they were in the 1980s, but they can always be perfected. But even that is not enough. Do we have to do more to support the victims of such abuse? Yes we do, both out of justice and out of love! But not even that is adequate. Cardinal Law has gotten most of the deans of the medical schools in Boston to work on establishing a center for the prevention of child abuse, which is something that we should all support. But not even that is a sufficient response.
The only adequate response to this terrible scandal, the only fully Catholic response to this scandal — as St. Francis of Assisi recognized in the 1200s, as St. Francis de Sales recognized in the 1600s, and as countless other saints have recognized in every century — is HOLINESS! Every crisis that the Church faces, every crisis that the world faces, is a crisis of saints. Holiness is crucial, because it is the real face of the Church.
There are always people — a priest meets them regularly, you probably know several of them — who use excuses for why they don't practice the faith, why they slowly commit spiritual suicide. It can be because a nun was mean to them when they were nine. Or because they don't understand the teaching of the Church on a particular issue. There will doubtless be many people these days — and you will probably meet them — who will say, "Why should I practice the faith, why should I go to Church, since the Church can't be true if God's so-called chosen ones can do the types of things we've been reading about?" This scandal is a huge hanger on which some will try to hang their justification for not practicing the faith. That's why holiness is so important.
They need to find in all of us a reason for faith, a reason for hope, a reason for responding with love to the love of the Lord. The beatitudes which we have in today's Gospel are a recipe for holiness. We all need to live them more. Do priests have to become holier? They sure do. Do religious brothers and sisters have to become holier and give ever greater witness of God and heaven? Absolutely. But all people in the Church do, including lay people! We all have the vocation to be holy and this crisis is a wake-up call.
It's a tough time to be a priest today. It's a tough time to be a Catholic today. But it's also a great time to be a priest and a great time to be a Catholic. Jesus says in the beatitudes we heard today, "Blessed are you when they insult you and persecute you and utter every kind of slander against you falsely because of me. Be glad and rejoice, for your reward in heaven is great." I've been experiencing that beatitude first hand, as some priests I know have as well. Earlier this week, when I finished up my exercise at a local gym, I was coming out of the locker room dressed in my black clerical garb. A mother, upon seeing me, immediately and hurriedly moved her children out of the way and shielded them from me as I was passing. She looked at me as I passed and when I had gone far enough along finally relaxed and let her children go — as if I would have attacked her children in the middle of the afternoon at a health club!
But while we all might have to suffer such insults and slander falsely on account of Christ, we should indeed rejoice. It's a great time to be a Christian, because this is a time in which God really needs us to show off his true face. In bygone days in America , the Church was respected. Priests were respected. The Church had a reputation for holiness and goodness. It's not so any more.
One of the greatest Catholic preachers in American history, Bishop Fulton J. Sheen, used to say, that he preferred to live in times when the Church has suffered rather than thrived, when the Church had to struggle, when the Church had to go against the culture. It was a time for real men and real women to stand up and be counted. "Even dead bodies can float downstream," he used to say, pointing that many people can coast when the Church is respected, "but it takes a real man, a real woman, to swim against the current."
How true that is! It takes a real man and a real woman to stand up now and swim against the current that is flowing against the Church. It takes a real man and a real woman to recognize that when swimming against the flood of criticism, you're safest when you stay attached to the Rock on whom Christ built his Church. This is one of those times. It's a great time to be a Christian.
Some people are predicting that the Church in this area is in for a rough time, and maybe she is, but the Church will survive, because the Lord will make sure it survives. One of the greatest comeback lines in history happened just about 200 years ago. The French emperor Napoleon was swallowing up countries in Europe with his armies bent on total world domination. He then said to Cardinal Consalvi, "I will destroy your Church." "Je detruirai votre eglise!" The Cardinal said, "No you won't." Napoleon, all 5'2" of him said, "Je detruirai votre eglise!" The Cardinal said with confidence, "No you won't. Not even we have succeeded in doing that!"
If bad popes, immoral priests and thousands of sinners in the Church haven't succeeded in doing so from the inside — he was saying implicitly to the general — how do you think you're going to do it? The Cardinal was pointing to a crucial truth. Christ will never allow his Church to fail. He promised that the gates of hell wouldn't prevail against his Church, that the barque of Peter, the Church sailing through time to its eternal port in heaven, will never capsize, not because those in the boat won't do everything sinfully possible to turn it over, but because Christ, who is in the boat, will never allow it to happen. Christ is still in the boat and he'll never leave it.
The magnitude of this scandal might be such that you may find it difficult to trust priests in the same way you have in the past. That may be so, and that might not be completely a bad thing. But never lose trust in Him! It's His Church. Even if some of those he chose have betrayed him, he will call others who will be faithful, who will serve you with the love with which you deserve to be served, just like after Judas' death, the eleven apostles convened and allowed the Lord to choose someone to take Judas' place, and they chose the man who ended up becoming St. Matthias, who proclaimed the Gospel faithfully until he was martyred for it.
This is a time in which all of us need to focus ever more on holiness. We're called to be saints and how much our society here needs to see this beautiful, radiant face of the Church. You're part of the solution, a crucial part of the solution. And as you come forward today to receive from this priest's anointed hands the sacred Body of your Lord, ask Him to fill you with a real desire for sanctity, a real desire to show off His true face.
One of the reasons why I'm here in front of you as a priest today is because while I younger, I was underimpressed with some of the priests I knew. I would watch them celebrate Mass and almost without any reverence whatsoever drop the Body of the Lord onto the paten, as if they were handling something with little value rather than the Creator and Savior of all, rather than MY Creator and Savior. I remember saying to the Lord, reiterating my desire to be a priest, "Lord, please let me become a priest, so I can treat you like you deserve!" It gave me a great fire to serve the Lord.
Maybe this scandal can allow you to do the same thing. This scandal can be something that can lead you down to the path of spiritual suicide, or it can be something that can inspire you to say, finally, "I want to become a saint, so that I and the Church can give your name the glory it deserves, so that others might find in you the love and the salvation that I have found." Jesus is with us, as he promised, until the end of time. He's still in the boat.
Just as out of Judas' betrayal, he achieved the greatest victory in world history, our salvation through his passion, death and resurrection, so out of this he may bring, and wants to bring, a new rebirth of holiness, a new Acts of the Apostles for the 21st century, with each of us — and that includes YOU — playing a starring role. Now's the time for real men and women of the Church to stand up. Now's the time for saints. How do you respond?
ACKNOWLEDGEMENT
Fr. Roger J. Landry. "Answering Scandal with Personal Holiness." Unpublished homily.
Reprinted with permission of Fr. Roger J. Landry.
THE AUTHOR
Father Roger J. Landry was ordained a Catholic priest of the Diocese of Fall River, Massachusetts by Bishop Sean O'Malley, OFM Cap. in 1999. After receiving a biology degree from Harvard College , Fr. Landry studied for the priesthood in Maryland , Toronto , and for several years in Rome . After his priestly ordination, Father returned to Rome to complete graduate work in Moral Theology and Bioethics at the John Paul II Institute for Marriage and Family. Father Landry is parochial administrator of St. Anthony of Padua Parish in New Bedford , MA , and executive editor of The Anchor, the weekly newspaper of the Diocese of Fall River. His homilies are posted each week at saintanthonynewbedford.com.
Source: http://www.catholiceducation.org/articles/religion/re0526.html
Love, Jess
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pretty awesome stuff here jess, and definitely inspired by the holy spirit. a rallying cry for all of us catholics to stand up and be counted, when the whole world seems to be pressing us down! praise god.
Soo
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
Pray for the Pope
Got this in my RSS feed
"Threat to arrest Pope
LONDON - BRITISH author and atheist campaigner Richard Dawkins will try to have Pope Benedict arrested to face questions over the Catholic church's child abuse scandal when he visits Britain later this year, one of his lawyers said on Sunday.
Dawkins, a scientist and outspoken critic of religion, has asked human rights lawyers to examine whether charges could be brought against the pope."
Do offer a prayer for our Holy Father as he deals with the pedophile crisis facing the Catholic Church. That God will continue to bless him with wisdom, right judgement and compassion.
We are part of a larger Catholic Church!
Jess
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yeah my mum told me about this! but i argued that its politically impossible to arrest the Pope without incurring the wrath of the entire Catholic Population, the implications are far too great. so in that sense, if he's arrested, we should join the larger Catholic Church in Prayer and Revolt. HAHA just kidding guys.
seriously, lets pray for increased faith..
By 
poey,
April 15, 2010 2:00 PM
uh actually don't need to worry about the pope la. sure got diplomatic immunity due to status of head of state. should worry about the rest for now.
dom
aiya! no need worry so much abt the pope! hees! If anything happen I contact my friend Obama~ hahas!
By Zhane Tang Zhanke,
April 16, 2010 12:43 AM
Monday, April 12, 2010
Hey guys!!!
A video to share!
Its done on my birthday!
Its quite blur thou! If you wanna see clearer, change the "360p" to "720p" den you enlarge full screen,
you should be able to see my pimple already! hahas! enjoy the video guys!
I wish to say thanks to everyone For the guidance, The love, and the patience!
Love you guys!
Bliss
Zhane
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______________________________________________Sunday, April 11, 2010
You guys are an inspiration :)
Hello :)
Guess who?
I'm slightly intimidated that i'm posting here after what must have been at least a 2-3year no-show and after having been back for just a mere 2 weeks. BUT, I just really want to tell you all this.
You guys are an inspiration to me :) I am someone who has just stepped out of a phase in my life where I felt that I could do without God, doubting even that He existed, and I tried, I tried very hard to prove to myself that I was right, that He wasn't there, and that I could live the life that I wanted, because so many others in the world are doing just that. (The story behind this can come another time).
But all of you remind me that I'm not alone, not alone in chasing things that are not of this earth, intangible, yet so real to us at times, not alone in making the choice, the choice to take the road less travelled and not just follow what everyone else is doing (which is all too easy at times, well at least easier in a obvious way, but I know now that God's way is always easiest! though in a much less obvious way), all of you remind me that it IS real, that God IS there, that all those moments in my life when I believed He was there, I wasn't just making that up, because all of you are living testimonies of His work :) And all of you also reminded of what it's like being part of a community, how it's difficult doing it alone, because God often uses the people around you to move you.
I can't begin to explain how much of a spiritual revival Easter was for me. And I guess that sharing can wait for another time.
Another thing, thanks for session today, I thought it was really good :) Just something out of personal experience, personally I like to write it out after reading the bible. I thought it was quite cool that you guys talked about reading the bible today because recently, in my darkest times, in my desperation to make sense of what was going on, I dug out my bible searching for answers, while as you guys said, God doesn't really work that way, you can't flip open your bible looking for answers, but that event did help move my bible out of the depths of my cupboard onto my bedside table, and I've been doing my own version of bible reading everyday for what has been almost 2 weeks now (hope I can keep it up). And I just think that God speaks to me more when I write it down, of course it's different for different people, but you know, if silent contemplation doesn't really work for you, try writing it out :) and oh, I love the part about letting the bible use you, and not you using the bible. I guess that's no more flipping my bible for answers from me.
AH this post came out much longer than I thought it would.
Anyway, hope everyone has a blessed week :)
Love,
Clarice
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praise God rice! (: great to have you back too, and i agree about the writing part, its a good practice if you find it helpful.
i think its a miracle that you managed to remember the log blog password and username though :D
-Soo
i don't know if i sound pompous saying this. i don't know every person in community that well. and i definitely don't know u well, rice. i hardly even see u lol. but even then, i could recognize that there was a palpable sense of joy that u exuded. it's not like u burst out in laughter or u jumped ard energetically or anything. there was just a radiance that is not simply ordinary happiness.
now that u've attributed it to a re-discovery of god, it all makes sense. we change when we find christ - again or otherwise. sometimes we don't see god's hand in our life and we need another to point it out to us. so let me, who knows so little about you, point it out: u glowed today =)
praise God and his transformative power, and welcome back!
By MeL,
April 11, 2010 7:04 PM
the username & password was easy to figure out if you know the old one before it became gmail. OOPS! too loud.ahaha
praise god!
i think its even more amazing how you can come down to the decision and make the choice to turn back to God :) i would think its hard decision, at least personally for me. awesome awesome awesome awesome.
you're like an easter surprise! it was easter virgil and suddenly suprise! its rice! hahahahahahahah
By poey,
April 12, 2010 8:04 PM
Hello :),
Praise God! I was actually delighted when you were back because I truly saw in every logger the gladness & happiness of your return for the past 2 sessions.
I just want to say, not because I just got confirmed a year back but just my journey with god that at times we may look so stupid believing in god while other's look at you in a weird way, it is definitely so worth it. And as what we learnt in YMC retreat, that we should all be fools for Christ, I personally think we should all be too
I am sure all the other young loggers aka loglets also agree with me that we are all so excited to get to know you and to grow as a community together. And Your Christmas card is still in Log room if I am not wrong! ;)
Greg =)
Sunday, April 04, 2010
Hi guys. I just wanted to say that I miss you guys lots (especially around easter!). I've been meaning to blog but I haven't found the time. :\
HAPPY EASTER! :D
sending lots and lots of love from halfway round the world,
jes.
cheers! :D
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see you back soon!!
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