Sunday, December 11, 2005
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RETREATTTTTTTTTTTtttttttttttt!! *insert proper sound effect. :P*
anyways I thought the retreat on the whole has been quite fantastic. I know expectations are just bad but I kinda forgot that point and besides... I didn't prepare myself spiritually for this retreat so I did get disappointed .
recon was quite good. I can still remember fr ho saying "I like to look on the bright side of things..." This statement really struck me because I've been looking on the DARK SIDE of things... *dramatic sad music*. I always thought of myself as a rather positive person... Till now. haha.
praying over as I said was definitely not what I expected. I really did think I spoilt it when I peeped !): the temptation was so great! The sharing at night was good,really glad the group is just a support and all, it's encouraging...Really.*big smile* (:
actually I dunno if it was by the spirit and all but initially after the praying over and all it was because I was disappointed deep down (my attempts trying to convince myself that I really shouldn't expect anything failed. Sigh) then trying to look on the bright side of things, I felt better .then after sharing thoughts just rushed into my head and then I kinda cried quite a bit. Apparently jess claims im girlier now. haha., now im feel tons better! yay.
things still feel kinda messy, haven't really thought the whole camp through... So... Yea that's about it.
I LOVE LOG (:
PRAISE GOD.
-jes*
haha this blog still lives! Save it pple!
RETREATTTTTTTTTTTtttttttttttt!! *insert proper sound effect. :P*
anyways I thought the retreat on the whole has been quite fantastic. I know expectations are just bad but I kinda forgot that point and besides... I didn't prepare myself spiritually for this retreat so I did get disappointed .
recon was quite good. I can still remember fr ho saying "I like to look on the bright side of things..." This statement really struck me because I've been looking on the DARK SIDE of things... *dramatic sad music*. I always thought of myself as a rather positive person... Till now. haha.
praying over as I said was definitely not what I expected. I really did think I spoilt it when I peeped !): the temptation was so great! The sharing at night was good,really glad the group is just a support and all, it's encouraging...Really.*big smile* (:
actually I dunno if it was by the spirit and all but initially after the praying over and all it was because I was disappointed deep down (my attempts trying to convince myself that I really shouldn't expect anything failed. Sigh) then trying to look on the bright side of things, I felt better .then after sharing thoughts just rushed into my head and then I kinda cried quite a bit. Apparently jess claims im girlier now. haha., now im feel tons better! yay.
things still feel kinda messy, haven't really thought the whole camp through... So... Yea that's about it.
I LOVE LOG (:
PRAISE GOD.
-jes*