Friday, December 30, 2005
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD TO SHARE. haha. aiya not that i've been forced to...just ya ok i'm sharing this...
ok this christmas...apparently my last post on my christmas was CHEAPSKATE. so ya here goes..well this christmas has been a wonderful one for me. i mean ok i heard that it kinda was like nothing much or kinda sucky for some people..but i don't know...it was my best so far. ok reason being...this is the first time that i have actually experienced christmas the way it should be experienced..i mean..as CHRIST's birth..birth of our saviour..the one who has saved the world..saved the world from EVERYTHING that was blinding us from anything good..saved us from sin. so i mean the thought of this just filled me with joy. i mean the mere thought of Jesus' birth kinda gave me this uplifting sort of feeling during my trip and perhaps yeah it's worn off a bit...but i like have a sudden urge to tell people about my God. which erm explains all the posts.
and ya WHY did i suddenly feel so joyful..i mean i guess as i watched the pageant on the actual performance itself...i mean i thought that you know that image of the sheperd boy and the three wise men at the "fall on your knees" part was so like WHOA. i mean i can't explain it but yes that baby there deserves all your respect..all your worship..adoration whatever. ya..and not only the pageant but the mass it all kinda added on to the whole thing...i mean...i felt surrounded by people who were just as joyful as me that Christ has been born to us and for us. and i guess that just made it all the better.
furthermore...despite getting scolded by my parents after feeling so happy and all..for making them wait so long..which ended up in a whole thing about how horrible a child i am...which is a wonderful thing to say to your daughter on christmas when you haven't even wished her merry christmas yet...where's the love man? haha. ok that's not the point. the point is despite all that...i still managed to find that joy in me from christmas. and the whole trip was actually quite ok.i mean the thing kinda was forgotten so oh well.
i can't explain it. i can only put it in one word. JOY. in a weird like nothing can take that away from me kinda joy. ya. perhaps. that's the spiritual christmasy feeling that me and jes were trying to figure. perhaps.
and now i don't think i'm exactly on a spiritual high.because yeah i don't think i am. it's not really that. it's more like i'm different? i am actually not aware of anything that i've been going through. i really don't know what happened to me la ok.
in fact, i wasn't aware that i had anything to share about christmas until mr. justin sim came and erm dug out stuff from me. yes. so here it is. my sharing! (:
clarice
THIS IS WHAT I HAVE BEEN TOLD TO SHARE. haha. aiya not that i've been forced to...just ya ok i'm sharing this...
ok this christmas...apparently my last post on my christmas was CHEAPSKATE. so ya here goes..well this christmas has been a wonderful one for me. i mean ok i heard that it kinda was like nothing much or kinda sucky for some people..but i don't know...it was my best so far. ok reason being...this is the first time that i have actually experienced christmas the way it should be experienced..i mean..as CHRIST's birth..birth of our saviour..the one who has saved the world..saved the world from EVERYTHING that was blinding us from anything good..saved us from sin. so i mean the thought of this just filled me with joy. i mean the mere thought of Jesus' birth kinda gave me this uplifting sort of feeling during my trip and perhaps yeah it's worn off a bit...but i like have a sudden urge to tell people about my God. which erm explains all the posts.
and ya WHY did i suddenly feel so joyful..i mean i guess as i watched the pageant on the actual performance itself...i mean i thought that you know that image of the sheperd boy and the three wise men at the "fall on your knees" part was so like WHOA. i mean i can't explain it but yes that baby there deserves all your respect..all your worship..adoration whatever. ya..and not only the pageant but the mass it all kinda added on to the whole thing...i mean...i felt surrounded by people who were just as joyful as me that Christ has been born to us and for us. and i guess that just made it all the better.
furthermore...despite getting scolded by my parents after feeling so happy and all..for making them wait so long..which ended up in a whole thing about how horrible a child i am...which is a wonderful thing to say to your daughter on christmas when you haven't even wished her merry christmas yet...where's the love man? haha. ok that's not the point. the point is despite all that...i still managed to find that joy in me from christmas. and the whole trip was actually quite ok.i mean the thing kinda was forgotten so oh well.
i can't explain it. i can only put it in one word. JOY. in a weird like nothing can take that away from me kinda joy. ya. perhaps. that's the spiritual christmasy feeling that me and jes were trying to figure. perhaps.
and now i don't think i'm exactly on a spiritual high.because yeah i don't think i am. it's not really that. it's more like i'm different? i am actually not aware of anything that i've been going through. i really don't know what happened to me la ok.
in fact, i wasn't aware that i had anything to share about christmas until mr. justin sim came and erm dug out stuff from me. yes. so here it is. my sharing! (:
clarice