Saturday, January 07, 2006
hello everyone! (:
well. it's been one week of new experiences..big changes..struggles..crosses..too much fun. whatever. well. really eventful week i guess for most people. well..VJ was like so superly hyped up but i was like still kinda sian and i was like wondering why..so yeah i wasn't exactly having the most fun. but last day of orientation was pretty cool la. i guess i finally got into it. SORT OF. well. i guess i still am wondering why i'm a bit hesitant because it seems like soo and oliver and not sure about kong but ya seems like they are having loads of fun and so are my other scfriends. i really don't know.
so oh well. anyway. i guess because in scgs we never did have anything like prayers or mass or anything so no catholic culture is fine for me. but i guess it's hard to remember God when you're having so much fun. it's tough stuff. it's really tough. i mean seeing change. in situations. in people. everything. I HATE CHANGE. i NEED stability. that's me. i'm wondering whether it's because i miss scgs too much. i really don't know. but yeah well. i expected it to be worse though..going to a new school because everyone's really friendly. yeah. esp the OGLs. yeah.
i guess we've all struggled to a certain extent this week. so yeah. frankly to say..i did forget about God. i did forget i need Him. i did forget that He is the only one i need in times of trouble. so yeah i guess to much fun isn't always good. and well God has sent me my very first nice cross. i think i'm going struggle with this quite a bit. i mean the one person who i never really could get along with..is in my class. so well. this is it man. it was all too coincidental to be a coincidence. i guess this is what God wants me to learn from. it's gonna be hard. but well.
yeah. so start of school has been quite a bit of a nightmare for me. despite nice people in VJ and a lot of fun in VJ. because i'm not exactly looking forward to starting lessons either. well yeah.
but yeah i guess in all this dread you do find things that just help you along. i mean yeah. like what anne said during her teaching..how the other side of the cross we often forget. the side that there's always someone or something to help us along. well.
anyway really hope you guys will have fun no matter where you are...yupp. take care y'all.
clarice
hello everyone! (:
well. it's been one week of new experiences..big changes..struggles..crosses..too much fun. whatever. well. really eventful week i guess for most people. well..VJ was like so superly hyped up but i was like still kinda sian and i was like wondering why..so yeah i wasn't exactly having the most fun. but last day of orientation was pretty cool la. i guess i finally got into it. SORT OF. well. i guess i still am wondering why i'm a bit hesitant because it seems like soo and oliver and not sure about kong but ya seems like they are having loads of fun and so are my other scfriends. i really don't know.
so oh well. anyway. i guess because in scgs we never did have anything like prayers or mass or anything so no catholic culture is fine for me. but i guess it's hard to remember God when you're having so much fun. it's tough stuff. it's really tough. i mean seeing change. in situations. in people. everything. I HATE CHANGE. i NEED stability. that's me. i'm wondering whether it's because i miss scgs too much. i really don't know. but yeah well. i expected it to be worse though..going to a new school because everyone's really friendly. yeah. esp the OGLs. yeah.
i guess we've all struggled to a certain extent this week. so yeah. frankly to say..i did forget about God. i did forget i need Him. i did forget that He is the only one i need in times of trouble. so yeah i guess to much fun isn't always good. and well God has sent me my very first nice cross. i think i'm going struggle with this quite a bit. i mean the one person who i never really could get along with..is in my class. so well. this is it man. it was all too coincidental to be a coincidence. i guess this is what God wants me to learn from. it's gonna be hard. but well.
yeah. so start of school has been quite a bit of a nightmare for me. despite nice people in VJ and a lot of fun in VJ. because i'm not exactly looking forward to starting lessons either. well yeah.
but yeah i guess in all this dread you do find things that just help you along. i mean yeah. like what anne said during her teaching..how the other side of the cross we often forget. the side that there's always someone or something to help us along. well.
anyway really hope you guys will have fun no matter where you are...yupp. take care y'all.
clarice