Sunday, January 29, 2006
hey. thought id share something that's been going on, on the side of my computer.
you know that whole the room story i posted up on thurs?
well that post actually took months to post it up.
i first saw it online probably after the retreat in december and when i read it i immediately felt like i had to share it with somebody because it just held so much meaning in it. but the moment i was about to post it up i literally felt something pull me back and delete that post. and there was this voice that keep telling me not to post it up.
well yeah so that really freaked me out and over the whole month everytime i came to the logblog i was brooding over it. there were quite a no of times over the month where i tried to blog it up but the voice kept coming back and practically screamed at me not to post it up because it knew that if i did, i'd offend someone badly. yeah..those are it's exact words if i remember correctly.
and i didnt know what made me blog it up finally but i was going through a hell of a time just clicking the publish post button..practically forcing myself to tune that voice out. and the next two days were absolute hell for me..couldnt focus in anything at sch and even at one point i almost decided to use the sch's comp to log on to the blog and delete the post.
well..hearing how that story managed to send a message across to mark was probably the best thing i've heard so far this month cos the moment i saw it i felt a hell load being lifted off my shoulders.
one thing is that im really confused at why this happened to me because i dont know what God was trying to place across to me. i dont even know who that voice belonged to and why it was so intent on preventing anyone from reading it.
well. whatever it is..it's in God's will and thank God for such an experience.
oh. yeah
and thanks, H, for helping me post this up.
clarice
on behalf of anne.
hey. thought id share something that's been going on, on the side of my computer.
you know that whole the room story i posted up on thurs?
well that post actually took months to post it up.
i first saw it online probably after the retreat in december and when i read it i immediately felt like i had to share it with somebody because it just held so much meaning in it. but the moment i was about to post it up i literally felt something pull me back and delete that post. and there was this voice that keep telling me not to post it up.
well yeah so that really freaked me out and over the whole month everytime i came to the logblog i was brooding over it. there were quite a no of times over the month where i tried to blog it up but the voice kept coming back and practically screamed at me not to post it up because it knew that if i did, i'd offend someone badly. yeah..those are it's exact words if i remember correctly.
and i didnt know what made me blog it up finally but i was going through a hell of a time just clicking the publish post button..practically forcing myself to tune that voice out. and the next two days were absolute hell for me..couldnt focus in anything at sch and even at one point i almost decided to use the sch's comp to log on to the blog and delete the post.
well..hearing how that story managed to send a message across to mark was probably the best thing i've heard so far this month cos the moment i saw it i felt a hell load being lifted off my shoulders.
one thing is that im really confused at why this happened to me because i dont know what God was trying to place across to me. i dont even know who that voice belonged to and why it was so intent on preventing anyone from reading it.
well. whatever it is..it's in God's will and thank God for such an experience.
oh. yeah
and thanks, H, for helping me post this up.
clarice
on behalf of anne.