Tuesday, January 17, 2006
ok. although i'm like really really tired i'm still thought i wanted to share this.
ok. the thing is. ok i'm seriously having a hard time figuring my JC out. why i'm like so sian. and should i change. and like my friend said all that you need to do is to make sure you're centered in God's will and everything will be fine. but WHAT is God's will. what does God want for me? really i don't know.
so but anyway. we were saying about how there is no God in VJ. how other schools have like morning prayers and praise and worship and everything. and ya it's true. and it's great to have things like that really.but if really God wants us to go to VJ then perhaps it's so that we can bring God to VJ i mean there is no GOd there so we bring God there! and i mean we aren't little children anymore. we don't need to be spoonfed!! these are my friend's words. haha yeah. so ya.
the reason why i don't want to stay isn't because of the no God thing actually. but ya. I DOn"T KNOW WHY SERIOUSLY. i'm just SIAN. and absolutely DREAD school. ya.
so i just pray that God will lead me. i pray that God will be my signboard! HAHA. yes and show me the way. because He truly is the way, the truth and the life. what would i do without him? what would we all be if we didn't have this hope, the faith, the trust in our Saviour. what would our lifes be like without the purpose and reason that He gave to us? for 15years of my life. i lived life like a drifting piece of wood in the sea. i really didn't know who was God. what mass is about. and that's about how far my "KNOWLEDGE" about my God went. so i Praise God for all that he has done for me. because i now have hope. and in this life you can't live without hope.
JESUS BE STRONG IN MY WEAKNESS
EMPOWER ME
clarice
ok. although i'm like really really tired i'm still thought i wanted to share this.
ok. the thing is. ok i'm seriously having a hard time figuring my JC out. why i'm like so sian. and should i change. and like my friend said all that you need to do is to make sure you're centered in God's will and everything will be fine. but WHAT is God's will. what does God want for me? really i don't know.
so but anyway. we were saying about how there is no God in VJ. how other schools have like morning prayers and praise and worship and everything. and ya it's true. and it's great to have things like that really.but if really God wants us to go to VJ then perhaps it's so that we can bring God to VJ i mean there is no GOd there so we bring God there! and i mean we aren't little children anymore. we don't need to be spoonfed!! these are my friend's words. haha yeah. so ya.
the reason why i don't want to stay isn't because of the no God thing actually. but ya. I DOn"T KNOW WHY SERIOUSLY. i'm just SIAN. and absolutely DREAD school. ya.
so i just pray that God will lead me. i pray that God will be my signboard! HAHA. yes and show me the way. because He truly is the way, the truth and the life. what would i do without him? what would we all be if we didn't have this hope, the faith, the trust in our Saviour. what would our lifes be like without the purpose and reason that He gave to us? for 15years of my life. i lived life like a drifting piece of wood in the sea. i really didn't know who was God. what mass is about. and that's about how far my "KNOWLEDGE" about my God went. so i Praise God for all that he has done for me. because i now have hope. and in this life you can't live without hope.
JESUS BE STRONG IN MY WEAKNESS
EMPOWER ME
clarice