Friday, February 03, 2006
amazing love!!
heys! ok, suppose to do this post y'day. hee. hmmm, anyways, my day y'day was a miracle lived from god. think i shld explain my situation first. guess u all already know i struggle as a christian in mi. frens and social activities were filling up my free time la. even my family was second priority. with this, and some personal problems of my own, i guess i was so tired to turn back to god. so there was this one night i made a personal promise to rebel against god. it sounds funny i know. and at tt time i thot i was really too tired to care abt anything any more. but a few days past, and i dun really know how to explain this. but i got more conscious of the bad and even the good tt i do. like when i didnt rebel, all i focused was on the bad stuff i did. so anyways, think my 'rebellion' was a cry for help. and the amazing thing was, god answered!! i mean, it shldnt be surprising but i've been naughty and what's more on a rebellion against him.
so anyway, suppose to have some og outing to wendy's hse to bai nian. turned out only four could make it. and they're all christian girls. so there were 2 protestants, 1 methodist and me being the only catholic. we had no idea what to do there la. but we started talking. girl talk i suppose. but we also shared a lot of other issues concerning our different yet same faith. and i realise it was a call from god. was really happy. i even sacrificed money to take cab for mass. haha.
and the next amazing thing happened, as though to make sure i had heard his call. thing was i kept missing cabs cuz i was walking in the same direction as the traffic. so i finally hailed one and the first thing i saw was the rosary on the dashboard. den u know how cabbies share taxi and all, i thot maybe it wasnt his. so anyway, he asked me where i was gg when i asked him to drive to gardens. and for some weird reason i told him to church for mass. something i seldom tell my frens in mi. turns out, he comes from christ the king. so we had some conversation abt church and convents. and he even asked abt father ho. news travel fast boy. so at the end of the day, everything was so clear to me. tt god is always here and everywhere whatever we're gg thru. and im really glad he used my other christian frens to get to me. praise god for his amazing love for each and everyone of us, and for the simple miracles which mean so much!!!
evonne]]
amazing love!!
heys! ok, suppose to do this post y'day. hee. hmmm, anyways, my day y'day was a miracle lived from god. think i shld explain my situation first. guess u all already know i struggle as a christian in mi. frens and social activities were filling up my free time la. even my family was second priority. with this, and some personal problems of my own, i guess i was so tired to turn back to god. so there was this one night i made a personal promise to rebel against god. it sounds funny i know. and at tt time i thot i was really too tired to care abt anything any more. but a few days past, and i dun really know how to explain this. but i got more conscious of the bad and even the good tt i do. like when i didnt rebel, all i focused was on the bad stuff i did. so anyways, think my 'rebellion' was a cry for help. and the amazing thing was, god answered!! i mean, it shldnt be surprising but i've been naughty and what's more on a rebellion against him.
so anyway, suppose to have some og outing to wendy's hse to bai nian. turned out only four could make it. and they're all christian girls. so there were 2 protestants, 1 methodist and me being the only catholic. we had no idea what to do there la. but we started talking. girl talk i suppose. but we also shared a lot of other issues concerning our different yet same faith. and i realise it was a call from god. was really happy. i even sacrificed money to take cab for mass. haha.
and the next amazing thing happened, as though to make sure i had heard his call. thing was i kept missing cabs cuz i was walking in the same direction as the traffic. so i finally hailed one and the first thing i saw was the rosary on the dashboard. den u know how cabbies share taxi and all, i thot maybe it wasnt his. so anyway, he asked me where i was gg when i asked him to drive to gardens. and for some weird reason i told him to church for mass. something i seldom tell my frens in mi. turns out, he comes from christ the king. so we had some conversation abt church and convents. and he even asked abt father ho. news travel fast boy. so at the end of the day, everything was so clear to me. tt god is always here and everywhere whatever we're gg thru. and im really glad he used my other christian frens to get to me. praise god for his amazing love for each and everyone of us, and for the simple miracles which mean so much!!!
evonne]]