Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Hey...woah i agree this blog is so beautiful! Not because of the template (grins) but because of the many wonderful posts this blog has...
I haven't blogged here for a long long time...so here it goes
I want to share!
I was blogging this halfway on my blog when i realised that it might serve with a better purpose here...(this blog is so popular that i've not heard the blog song for a few weeks now...heh)
I've been feeling spiritually high these few days..well not really like that but i do feel so holy ahah (looks at halo hovering above head) i feel that i'm really so much closer to God. Thats like a big difference since retreat last yr dec... and i'm glad...must be all those daily masses...i really do see the significance in mass now and the Eucharist...its wonderful and it brings me back everyday... i like the adoration room...haha...its so holy...u should go...yes you...Just spend a few minutes of your 24 hrs there in the ado and pray to God...While praying there..God has answered my prayers more than once...and best of all, immediately when i step out of the ado...woooh!
However, since i've grown much closer to God i've been having a problem... like last month while praying in church I accidently called God Daddy...(is that weird?) twice. And since then i've been thinking alot about it...whether it was alright to call him daddy or not. I was afraid that 'Daddy' was too informal a word and that i should show more respect to God and just call him God...but i had a strong urge to call him 'daddy' for some reason..i asked a few people about it and whether it was wrong to do so...that got me thinking...i guess i felt that perhaps it was because i was so happy that i had once again been drawn back to him and even much more closer after drifting so far away last year and just wanted to make known to God how happy i felt about the closeness that i now felt...then i realised (which was just recently..took me so long) God knows me so so so well...that i am certain he already knows how i feel about it and that there was no need to call him daddy for he knew what i really meant in my heart...so there..even though i found out that i could call him daddy...i wouldn't because hes also more that just a daddy to me...hes so much more to me that i cannot describe him in mere words...So i still stick to calling him God...haha yes
(i wonder if you all understood that..)
i found this book called 'Interceding with Jesus by mother Nadine' Its really nice...it teaches you how to pray!... all this time for so so long i've asked God ' Lord, teach me to pray' because i was really afraid to do it out loud for i was so afraid i might say something stupid ..yes..don't laugh..so well God's finally answered my prayers and showed me this book...my mom was the one who passed it to me...its quite thin (thank you) and $14.90...so expensive..so lucky i did not have to pay for it for if i saw it in a bookstore i wouldn't buy it...wallet pain.. so...
Praise God!!
not just for the book but for all he has done inmy life our lives....
I'll lend the book to you if ask! :) after i finsh reading it that is...hehe
Nise.
shall change blog song to...
Hillsongs-Home
Into Your courts I run
With praises flowing from my heart
Everyday I wake and sing
Your songIt's the anthem of my life
I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord
And bow before Your throne
In the house of God is where I found my peaceI
t's where I found my
Home is heaven
One day Lord I will live
In Your courts you'll find me
And I'll worship at Your feet
Hide me nowIn the shadow of Your wings
Where I will be
Where I will be
Your love is all I need, so desperately
I have sought Your face
I know You hear my every cry
The petition that I bring
I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord
And bow before Your throne
In the house of God is where I found my peace
It's where I found my
Home is heaven
One day Lord I will live
In Your courts you'll find me
And I'll worship at Your feet
Hide me nowIn the shadow of Your wings
Where I will be
Where I will be
Jesus, oh You are my treasure
I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord
And bow before Your throne
In the house of God is where I found my peace
It's where I found my
Home is heaven
One day Lord I will live
In Your courts you'll find me
And I'll worship at Your feet
Hide me nowIn the shadow of Your wings
Where I will be
Where I will be
Home.
Hey...woah i agree this blog is so beautiful! Not because of the template (grins) but because of the many wonderful posts this blog has...
I haven't blogged here for a long long time...so here it goes
I want to share!
I was blogging this halfway on my blog when i realised that it might serve with a better purpose here...(this blog is so popular that i've not heard the blog song for a few weeks now...heh)
I've been feeling spiritually high these few days..well not really like that but i do feel so holy ahah (looks at halo hovering above head) i feel that i'm really so much closer to God. Thats like a big difference since retreat last yr dec... and i'm glad...must be all those daily masses...i really do see the significance in mass now and the Eucharist...its wonderful and it brings me back everyday... i like the adoration room...haha...its so holy...u should go...yes you...Just spend a few minutes of your 24 hrs there in the ado and pray to God...While praying there..God has answered my prayers more than once...and best of all, immediately when i step out of the ado...woooh!
However, since i've grown much closer to God i've been having a problem... like last month while praying in church I accidently called God Daddy...(is that weird?) twice. And since then i've been thinking alot about it...whether it was alright to call him daddy or not. I was afraid that 'Daddy' was too informal a word and that i should show more respect to God and just call him God...but i had a strong urge to call him 'daddy' for some reason..i asked a few people about it and whether it was wrong to do so...that got me thinking...i guess i felt that perhaps it was because i was so happy that i had once again been drawn back to him and even much more closer after drifting so far away last year and just wanted to make known to God how happy i felt about the closeness that i now felt...then i realised (which was just recently..took me so long) God knows me so so so well...that i am certain he already knows how i feel about it and that there was no need to call him daddy for he knew what i really meant in my heart...so there..even though i found out that i could call him daddy...i wouldn't because hes also more that just a daddy to me...hes so much more to me that i cannot describe him in mere words...So i still stick to calling him God...haha yes
(i wonder if you all understood that..)
i found this book called 'Interceding with Jesus by mother Nadine' Its really nice...it teaches you how to pray!... all this time for so so long i've asked God ' Lord, teach me to pray' because i was really afraid to do it out loud for i was so afraid i might say something stupid ..yes..don't laugh..so well God's finally answered my prayers and showed me this book...my mom was the one who passed it to me...its quite thin (thank you) and $14.90...so expensive..so lucky i did not have to pay for it for if i saw it in a bookstore i wouldn't buy it...wallet pain.. so...
Praise God!!
not just for the book but for all he has done in
I'll lend the book to you if ask! :) after i finsh reading it that is...hehe
Nise.
shall change blog song to...
Hillsongs-Home
Into Your courts I run
With praises flowing from my heart
Everyday I wake and sing
Your songIt's the anthem of my life
I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord
And bow before Your throne
In the house of God is where I found my peaceI
t's where I found my
Home is heaven
One day Lord I will live
In Your courts you'll find me
And I'll worship at Your feet
Hide me nowIn the shadow of Your wings
Where I will be
Where I will be
Your love is all I need, so desperately
I have sought Your face
I know You hear my every cry
The petition that I bring
I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord
And bow before Your throne
In the house of God is where I found my peace
It's where I found my
Home is heaven
One day Lord I will live
In Your courts you'll find me
And I'll worship at Your feet
Hide me nowIn the shadow of Your wings
Where I will be
Where I will be
Jesus, oh You are my treasure
I want to spend my days in Your presence, Lord
And bow before Your throne
In the house of God is where I found my peace
It's where I found my
Home is heaven
One day Lord I will live
In Your courts you'll find me
And I'll worship at Your feet
Hide me nowIn the shadow of Your wings
Where I will be
Where I will be
Home.