Tuesday, February 28, 2006
well. i just realised its the end of the month and i havent designed anything. sorry. i have kinda been busy with school life and all. honestly i can't think of anything to represent us... so yea.
ok just a short sharing of some sort.
i felt guilty yesterday. it was the first time in... months i haven't gone to church on a weekday. i didn't expect myself to feelt hat guilty. cause i was out with my class and i could actually go back for mass but i chose not to. guilty guilty. i just had to get that of my chest. it's like... i rejected God invitiation.
What i find very amazing is the strange conversations i have to school. my friend was asking me what is life. haha yes! the big big question. What is life. is it based on some thinking created by humans? is it spiritual? psychological? it was some essay question my friends brother in acs was doing. how profound. anyways, nobody could give much of an answer. It made me feel very lucky that i believed in God and that i live for god. it was also quite an eye opener to how directionless pple are. sad singaporean students. it just seems like all we do is study. for a non believer i guess thats all there is to life till we go and work. for some reason im quite affected by this friend i have, just seeing how well.. directionless this person is just reminds me of last time.
The other day i had this friend who suddenly said. What is the point in life? What is after death? i could only say so much. my knowledge felt so limited really. i don't even know if pple who don't go to heaven go to hell or do they just rot in purgatory. Despite the realization that i only know so much about my faith, i don't really feel compelled to go and find out. i feel quite sian actually. maybe the result of school. so yea. its a blessing really. i never had to answer this sorta questions in IJ.
that's all from me.i would have elaborated or something but im too tired to think. I don't really know whats the point in sharing this but i just thought it was interesting. ok. have a nice week pple! God bless.
-jes
well. i just realised its the end of the month and i havent designed anything. sorry. i have kinda been busy with school life and all. honestly i can't think of anything to represent us... so yea.
ok just a short sharing of some sort.
i felt guilty yesterday. it was the first time in... months i haven't gone to church on a weekday. i didn't expect myself to feelt hat guilty. cause i was out with my class and i could actually go back for mass but i chose not to. guilty guilty. i just had to get that of my chest. it's like... i rejected God invitiation.
What i find very amazing is the strange conversations i have to school. my friend was asking me what is life. haha yes! the big big question. What is life. is it based on some thinking created by humans? is it spiritual? psychological? it was some essay question my friends brother in acs was doing. how profound. anyways, nobody could give much of an answer. It made me feel very lucky that i believed in God and that i live for god. it was also quite an eye opener to how directionless pple are. sad singaporean students. it just seems like all we do is study. for a non believer i guess thats all there is to life till we go and work. for some reason im quite affected by this friend i have, just seeing how well.. directionless this person is just reminds me of last time.
The other day i had this friend who suddenly said. What is the point in life? What is after death? i could only say so much. my knowledge felt so limited really. i don't even know if pple who don't go to heaven go to hell or do they just rot in purgatory. Despite the realization that i only know so much about my faith, i don't really feel compelled to go and find out. i feel quite sian actually. maybe the result of school. so yea. its a blessing really. i never had to answer this sorta questions in IJ.
that's all from me.i would have elaborated or something but im too tired to think. I don't really know whats the point in sharing this but i just thought it was interesting. ok. have a nice week pple! God bless.
-jes