Wednesday, May 31, 2006


Hello everyone. Okay, before I start I must comment on the keyboard I am using. I think it's german and the z and y key is one of the few keys which are located differently.

Lost maybe? I do not really know. For once in a long time, my patience has been paper thin. People irritate me by every unnormal activity. If only if time could stand still and allow me to take one deep breath and wonder what is it that I'm missing. If only...

On Sunday, I need to appologize for being a bit too emotional, but I was just struck. I do not know why I felt so depressed. Could it be that I felt taken for granted? Could it be that I felt that I was being stretched? I just snapped, but it allowed me to sit inside the adoration room and pray.

Maybe if I slow down even more, God might tell me something.

You know... For a long period of time, I have been wondering how can our community move forward. Our faith level kept fluctuating, thus in order to maintain it, we look to the past experiences of Christ. What we really need to ask ourselves is if we can look away from the past and look for Christ in the present- and maybe, just maybe, in the future.

I need to pray. Pray for peace. Pray for grace. Pray for acceptance. Pray for courage. Pray for love. Pray for serenity. Pray for discernment. Pray for faith. Pray for wisdom. Pray for time.

and pray for LoG

I miss you all so so much, I could cry right now in this fricking crowded canteen by just thinking of everyone.

Lord grant me strength, I need you

-Timothy Swee
From a Hellhole called Pre U Sem

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