Sunday, December 24, 2006
hello hello.
before i forget about everything that happened during the retreat i want to blog!
it's been ages since i've blogged on the log blog!
alright.
today im still feeling the after effects of retreat. still feeling really happy and all.
and im feeling like suddenly im in control of my life.
i suddenly find myself pulling back on things i know are wrong.
and feeling good for the right reasons.
so that's actually what i wrote i wanted from the retreat on the tree ( which is btw, up on my wall now ) but yeah.
reason why i feel so happy
is cause ive suddenly learnt to treasure all the friendships that ive built, have yet to build and have lost. and suddenly all i want to do is to love each and everyone of you. but most of the time words fail me, but really. it feels good.
although today as i went back to normal life.
went to town to buy presents.
i could feel myself slipping back into that reckless way of living.
but. something held me back from a lot of things esp. thoughts that betray me.
so well praise God!
ok looks like i forgot alot of stuff that i wanted to say already. so nvm.
christmas eve tmr!
can't believe it came so fast.
well, christ was born to die for all of us.
we have every reason to be happy (:
happy christmasing everyone!
it's really amazing to see how God has worked through all of you.
and i really thank God for all of you.
see you all tmr!
oh yes, i come back a few minutes later.
remembering more stuff i want to say.
i also want to say sorry for not trying, saying all the while that im trying, but in fact i was not.
not trying to make a change
not trying to make progress
not trying not trying at all.
and so.
now im motivated to try!
thing im afraid of is that i'll fail at some stuff cause suddenly i want to make so many changes in my life.
but with His strength i will get somewhere.
so sorry i didn't try.
we've made mistakes as a community we all know it.
but this retreat has brought about renewal
and so im determined to LOVE.
with love, comes everything else (:
rice.
hello hello.
before i forget about everything that happened during the retreat i want to blog!
it's been ages since i've blogged on the log blog!
alright.
today im still feeling the after effects of retreat. still feeling really happy and all.
and im feeling like suddenly im in control of my life.
i suddenly find myself pulling back on things i know are wrong.
and feeling good for the right reasons.
so that's actually what i wrote i wanted from the retreat on the tree ( which is btw, up on my wall now ) but yeah.
reason why i feel so happy
is cause ive suddenly learnt to treasure all the friendships that ive built, have yet to build and have lost. and suddenly all i want to do is to love each and everyone of you. but most of the time words fail me, but really. it feels good.
although today as i went back to normal life.
went to town to buy presents.
i could feel myself slipping back into that reckless way of living.
but. something held me back from a lot of things esp. thoughts that betray me.
so well praise God!
ok looks like i forgot alot of stuff that i wanted to say already. so nvm.
christmas eve tmr!
can't believe it came so fast.
well, christ was born to die for all of us.
we have every reason to be happy (:
happy christmasing everyone!
it's really amazing to see how God has worked through all of you.
and i really thank God for all of you.
see you all tmr!
oh yes, i come back a few minutes later.
remembering more stuff i want to say.
i also want to say sorry for not trying, saying all the while that im trying, but in fact i was not.
not trying to make a change
not trying to make progress
not trying not trying at all.
and so.
now im motivated to try!
thing im afraid of is that i'll fail at some stuff cause suddenly i want to make so many changes in my life.
but with His strength i will get somewhere.
so sorry i didn't try.
we've made mistakes as a community we all know it.
but this retreat has brought about renewal
and so im determined to LOVE.
with love, comes everything else (:
rice.