Friday, March 16, 2007
Denise is back! hahaa and tries to revive blog as well. haha
anyway i just realised the last time i blogged was like last year december about the
SUPER DUPA MEGA LOG EXCHANGE OF PRESENTS LIST
yeah ahahaha
and the last time i went for weekday mass was during log retreat..
like dang..
so i havent been to a single one this year..
in sfx that is..
mean i havent been to the adoration room in a long time.
well thats cos i always find that i've been so busy.
DID YOU KNOW THAT ITS A SONG IN THE BREAKING BREAD!
i went through all the songs in the bb to choose songs for mass..i dont know how to sing it tho..
but maybe you guy might want to just go look at the lyrics..
i know i havent..but it would be cool ahah i just look at the title aha
and i like the new log blog temp. nicee!! Good job!
anyway..i have to agree with von..
and i actually envy you guys who this year's lent is special to them
(i know my sentences arnt very coherent but oh wells bear with me.)
cos i know this is my most non meaningful lent. and heck i didnt even fast on ash wed..issit? i cant even remember when im supposed to fast.
the feelings of guilt and ignorance just dont go together knowing that i should do something but nothing.
and thank you anne for encouraging me to say the rosary or even 5 as matter of fact.
but i didn't say any.
yet heheh.
anyway guys...dont learn from me hahaa
i cant give you guys like words of wisdom or some inspiring bible verse cos i havent been reading the bible or praying or anything but all i can say is.
right now dont learn from me.
bad bad bad.
you know..we all have school cca studies more cca. extra cca. social life. family. how do we balance and find time for God.
you know people can easily say.. make time for God..like before you sleep or eat or when you wake up. but how many times we hear it do we actually act upon it.?
heck i dont..i only sleep 5 hrs or less a day and even less during exams that i get my very 1st mental block and it sucks and i then...only then do i ask God..is it because i didnt find the time? but how can i find the time if i could not find the time to sleep or enough time to study or i dont know then we make excuses again.
its like.
i dont know.
the answer for finding time for God i guess is.
i guess sometimes we cant squeeze in God in our lifes.
so what we need is sacrifice.
and with that leap..that willingness...God will reward you.
because he knows you trust him.
unless you become overly relient on yourself and then u mati lah.
Just know that.
we cant do everything on our own.
accept it.
if you find that u can.
well then..ask God? did you have something to do with this?
and dont feel like it was all your doing.
dangerous.
someone once told me
what 666 meant
its not demonic or anything this devils number.
6 as in humans..6th day. God made man..
we have original sin. and we are imperfect.
so 666 is like total reliance on men.
while throwing God aside.
thats what the devil wants.
pride.
its the spark that will ignite this chaos.
thats why i guess its considered the worst 7 deadly sin.
we all have amounts of it.
but do you know how much is good for you or how much is too much.
remember.
you can be shameless and yet have a whole load of pride.
that a great paradox aint it.
it what you choose.
And this free will is giving by God.
cos he loves us. and hes just waiting for us to choose
ok i dont know if you understood me. but heck.
emo confused period.
i get feel more strange with every sentence i write.
gahh i think this strangeness will subside in like 5 mins haha
remember! go for mass! haha and dont follow me! learn for my mistakes..cos the feeling sux..its like history..
why do we even learn history! how will it help us in our futre! ( stupid student asks and thinks its funny)
teacher says.
because we learn history to help us learn from their mistakes and and improve on their successes!
do you know why the ocean is blue?
because it reflects the sky.
my 1st smart answer in sec1 where no one else thought about it except me.
they all went wow...............i never knew.
ok i know no link.
Denise is back! hahaa and tries to revive blog as well. haha
anyway i just realised the last time i blogged was like last year december about the
SUPER DUPA MEGA LOG EXCHANGE OF PRESENTS LIST
yeah ahahaha
and the last time i went for weekday mass was during log retreat..
like dang..
so i havent been to a single one this year..
in sfx that is..
mean i havent been to the adoration room in a long time.
well thats cos i always find that i've been so busy.
DID YOU KNOW THAT ITS A SONG IN THE BREAKING BREAD!
i went through all the songs in the bb to choose songs for mass..i dont know how to sing it tho..
but maybe you guy might want to just go look at the lyrics..
i know i havent..but it would be cool ahah i just look at the title aha
and i like the new log blog temp. nicee!! Good job!
anyway..i have to agree with von..
and i actually envy you guys who this year's lent is special to them
(i know my sentences arnt very coherent but oh wells bear with me.)
cos i know this is my most non meaningful lent. and heck i didnt even fast on ash wed..issit? i cant even remember when im supposed to fast.
the feelings of guilt and ignorance just dont go together knowing that i should do something but nothing.
and thank you anne for encouraging me to say the rosary or even 5 as matter of fact.
but i didn't say any.
yet heheh.
anyway guys...dont learn from me hahaa
i cant give you guys like words of wisdom or some inspiring bible verse cos i havent been reading the bible or praying or anything but all i can say is.
right now dont learn from me.
bad bad bad.
you know..we all have school cca studies more cca. extra cca. social life. family. how do we balance and find time for God.
you know people can easily say.. make time for God..like before you sleep or eat or when you wake up. but how many times we hear it do we actually act upon it.?
heck i dont..i only sleep 5 hrs or less a day and even less during exams that i get my very 1st mental block and it sucks and i then...only then do i ask God..is it because i didnt find the time? but how can i find the time if i could not find the time to sleep or enough time to study or i dont know then we make excuses again.
its like.
i dont know.
the answer for finding time for God i guess is.
i guess sometimes we cant squeeze in God in our lifes.
so what we need is sacrifice.
and with that leap..that willingness...God will reward you.
because he knows you trust him.
unless you become overly relient on yourself and then u mati lah.
Just know that.
we cant do everything on our own.
accept it.
if you find that u can.
well then..ask God? did you have something to do with this?
and dont feel like it was all your doing.
dangerous.
someone once told me
what 666 meant
its not demonic or anything this devils number.
6 as in humans..6th day. God made man..
we have original sin. and we are imperfect.
so 666 is like total reliance on men.
while throwing God aside.
thats what the devil wants.
pride.
its the spark that will ignite this chaos.
thats why i guess its considered the worst 7 deadly sin.
we all have amounts of it.
but do you know how much is good for you or how much is too much.
remember.
you can be shameless and yet have a whole load of pride.
that a great paradox aint it.
it what you choose.
And this free will is giving by God.
cos he loves us. and hes just waiting for us to choose
ok i dont know if you understood me. but heck.
emo confused period.
i get feel more strange with every sentence i write.
gahh i think this strangeness will subside in like 5 mins haha
remember! go for mass! haha and dont follow me! learn for my mistakes..cos the feeling sux..its like history..
why do we even learn history! how will it help us in our futre! ( stupid student asks and thinks its funny)
teacher says.
because we learn history to help us learn from their mistakes and and improve on their successes!
do you know why the ocean is blue?
because it reflects the sky.
my 1st smart answer in sec1 where no one else thought about it except me.
they all went wow...............i never knew.
ok i know no link.