Saturday, August 14, 2010
Friday Night Thoughts
Hey. been a while since I posted!
Friday Night Thoughts
Hey. been a while since I posted!
Just a couple of thoughts while reflecting past weeks since coming back.
I didn't think coming back to church would be weird really, like I didn't even think about how church dynamics would've changed in 6 months. I kind of just expected it to be the same when I got back. So when I actually came back I did feel very awkward, there were so many people I did not know. Familiar faces I usually look out for in a crowd suddenly disappeared (or became attached.. to others. haha) It is strange when you see a crowd and don't know what to do. Nobody really notices you or says hi, not that I really want the attention :\
Anyway it's been a little difficult adjusting. I want to go for TOB but sometimes I feel so uninformed and on a different level so I just end up not going. I was equally hesistant on bible sharing because I didn't want to be stuck with people that weren't on the same level as me.
However, after 2,3 weeks of bible I have come to realize that bible is probably the best thing about LOG for me. It makes me feel like there are people willing to share and makes me feel like I belong to a community. Without bible I think I would still feel rather alienated.
Another thing is the sec 4s. Talking to Maryanne and Greg has really made me look back a lot more. I used to think that it would be an issue because I'll be 'been there done that, move on' but making me relive those secondary school days has had an effect on me. I feel a little more drive and something in me just kick started. I don't want my faith to fall. I have been lazy and my faith has been stagnant and wavering yes but thinking about those god driven and prayerful times is just inspiring. I just wanted to affirm you guys for all the sharings and for being around despite the studying torture. thanks (: and praise god.
My life has been so bland that sometimes I pray that God gives me a hurdle.
Schools starting, guys are back in school, jess is leaving for hongkong and the sec4s have Olevels! Exciting times!
Can't wait for Christmas!
Cheers,
Jeslynn (:
2 Comments:
lol xmas is a longgggg time away~
By 
MeL,
August 14, 2010 11:23 PM
i'm glad you're back(:
By anne,
August 15, 2010 4:44 PM