Sunday, September 05, 2010
a public cry for help.
i don't really do this but i don't know what to do, and i haven't blogged here in a while so why not.
i need advice! i have so many things floating around my head and so many things to do that i can't keep track of, and i want to do so many other things which leads me to have no time to do everything! :(
1) i signed up for this Voice Personality Hunt which is like some hosting contest because i thought it would be good to pick up this hosting skill since i'm made to do it from time to time (ahem church events). the thing is: I'm not really keen on doing this whole competition thing, but i'm through to the next round. but theres like training on tuesday night and the QFs are on thursday night and that eats up quite a lot. like i know that its good for me, and its good that im through to the next round, but theres a tremendous amount of inertia to go and do it, and i'm not EXCITED about it. should i be?
2) i signed up for this Theatresports thing (go and google it) and they do stuff from who's line is it anyway and its only 4 sessions, wed nights and sat morns. and this means i can't go for FIDES on wed nights (SMU Catholic Group) for 2 weeks. i'm a BIT intimidated by it but im quite interested to go! like i want to go for this more than the VPH thing. but combined with above, its gonna eat like so much of my week.
3) TUITIONS HERE AND THERE ARE EATING ALL MY TIME!!! ARGH. TWO TUITIONS ON SUNDAY leave me tired and drained for the start of the week, and on top of that i still have my own work to do. i thought i could maintain but its so tiring...
4) My project group is going nowhere! We're supposed to come up with this community involvement project but like the idea is kind of crappy but yet i don't want to step up and like take control of everything because the responsibility is overwhelming (did i mention i hate responsibility) and there's a lot to do. but otherwise everybody is just like going around in general circles! if i try to lead this group then i'll really feel like theres too much on my plate.
5) general feel of being so rushed. meeting deadlines while new deadlines are set for new assignments. theres random homework and readings here and there and i can't keep track of everything.
6) i sprained my ankle almost a month ago and it still hasn't recovered. im scared its a fracture :/ and i'm scared to not be able to train for StanChart @ the end of the year. also considering all the above things.
i feel like im going to get eaten up. please pray for me guys :(((
pOpO (with the bounce)
a public cry for help.
i don't really do this but i don't know what to do, and i haven't blogged here in a while so why not.
i need advice! i have so many things floating around my head and so many things to do that i can't keep track of, and i want to do so many other things which leads me to have no time to do everything! :(
1) i signed up for this Voice Personality Hunt which is like some hosting contest because i thought it would be good to pick up this hosting skill since i'm made to do it from time to time (ahem church events). the thing is: I'm not really keen on doing this whole competition thing, but i'm through to the next round. but theres like training on tuesday night and the QFs are on thursday night and that eats up quite a lot. like i know that its good for me, and its good that im through to the next round, but theres a tremendous amount of inertia to go and do it, and i'm not EXCITED about it. should i be?
2) i signed up for this Theatresports thing (go and google it) and they do stuff from who's line is it anyway and its only 4 sessions, wed nights and sat morns. and this means i can't go for FIDES on wed nights (SMU Catholic Group) for 2 weeks. i'm a BIT intimidated by it but im quite interested to go! like i want to go for this more than the VPH thing. but combined with above, its gonna eat like so much of my week.
3) TUITIONS HERE AND THERE ARE EATING ALL MY TIME!!! ARGH. TWO TUITIONS ON SUNDAY leave me tired and drained for the start of the week, and on top of that i still have my own work to do. i thought i could maintain but its so tiring...
4) My project group is going nowhere! We're supposed to come up with this community involvement project but like the idea is kind of crappy but yet i don't want to step up and like take control of everything because the responsibility is overwhelming (did i mention i hate responsibility) and there's a lot to do. but otherwise everybody is just like going around in general circles! if i try to lead this group then i'll really feel like theres too much on my plate.
5) general feel of being so rushed. meeting deadlines while new deadlines are set for new assignments. theres random homework and readings here and there and i can't keep track of everything.
6) i sprained my ankle almost a month ago and it still hasn't recovered. im scared its a fracture :/ and i'm scared to not be able to train for StanChart @ the end of the year. also considering all the above things.
i feel like im going to get eaten up. please pray for me guys :(((
pOpO (with the bounce)
Labels: help.
1 Comments:
poeeey! try praying about your decisions and i say do what you like the best! keeping you in prayers, catch up on msn soon pleeease.
By 
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September 07, 2010 5:29 PM