Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Hello everyone,
Rice here. I haven't been around, and it's because of yes, dance. Over the past few weeks, I have more or less decided that it's a career I want to pursue. I have never been this sure, never been this motivated and driven before. And the past few weeks dance-wise have been pretty good.
I am writing this post to be accountable to you guys. I am not going to be around for Sunday sessions, because of dance. I have been trying my very best to discern the whole situation, and am still in the process of discerning (I guess it's a never-ending process). My relationship with God is good actually :) I'm more worried about my relationship with LOG. I personally believe being a logger is so much more than attending Sunday sessions (although it makes things a lot easier :() so I'm going to try my best to bridge the gap that Sunday sessions will bring. I do miss spending Sundays with you guys. Sunday afternoons studying with loggers might seem like such a routine/insignificant event, but those FEW afternoons I had no dance, and could just spend my whole Sundays with you guys, to me, were really special. I miss that. Of course I've been asking myself if I've made the right decision, and of course I still do not know. All I know is that at this point in time, thinking of dance as my future career, this is something I need to do. Whatever happens after that, I'll just take it as it comes.
So I'm going to try my best, but I am just laying it out here so that you guys can understand. I do not want to meet you guys feeling guilty like I am hiding something from you all. I WANT to make this work, I want to continue building and maintaining the relationships I found so much joy in. But yeap, I'm not going to be able to be around for Sundays at least for quite awhile. It is a constant struggle for me I feel, at least for a few years now, to situate LOG in my life, like LOG never came on a silver platter for me. My sundays always seem to be fought over by my various commitments. I don't know how to quite put it in words, just know that I struggle, but I want to make it work. I think that will suffice for now :)
Hope all of you have been having a good week, all the best to those having exams!
Remember that Jesus died for you, and just by nature of that, your life is much bigger than stupid exams :)
Love,
Rice
Hello everyone,
Rice here. I haven't been around, and it's because of yes, dance. Over the past few weeks, I have more or less decided that it's a career I want to pursue. I have never been this sure, never been this motivated and driven before. And the past few weeks dance-wise have been pretty good.
I am writing this post to be accountable to you guys. I am not going to be around for Sunday sessions, because of dance. I have been trying my very best to discern the whole situation, and am still in the process of discerning (I guess it's a never-ending process). My relationship with God is good actually :) I'm more worried about my relationship with LOG. I personally believe being a logger is so much more than attending Sunday sessions (although it makes things a lot easier :() so I'm going to try my best to bridge the gap that Sunday sessions will bring. I do miss spending Sundays with you guys. Sunday afternoons studying with loggers might seem like such a routine/insignificant event, but those FEW afternoons I had no dance, and could just spend my whole Sundays with you guys, to me, were really special. I miss that. Of course I've been asking myself if I've made the right decision, and of course I still do not know. All I know is that at this point in time, thinking of dance as my future career, this is something I need to do. Whatever happens after that, I'll just take it as it comes.
So I'm going to try my best, but I am just laying it out here so that you guys can understand. I do not want to meet you guys feeling guilty like I am hiding something from you all. I WANT to make this work, I want to continue building and maintaining the relationships I found so much joy in. But yeap, I'm not going to be able to be around for Sundays at least for quite awhile. It is a constant struggle for me I feel, at least for a few years now, to situate LOG in my life, like LOG never came on a silver platter for me. My sundays always seem to be fought over by my various commitments. I don't know how to quite put it in words, just know that I struggle, but I want to make it work. I think that will suffice for now :)
Hope all of you have been having a good week, all the best to those having exams!
Remember that Jesus died for you, and just by nature of that, your life is much bigger than stupid exams :)
Love,
Rice
3 Comments:
we'll support ur decision of course =) and there're fridays still! and camps. and waterbomb sessions~ haha.
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By 
mark.tang,
April 26, 2011 11:25 PM
:) <3
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