Sunday, May 29, 2011
Hi friends!
Alex here! Feeling kinda burdened by the many many many things happening this hols. Doesn't really seem like I'll have time to catch my breath (even with the less-than-two-weeks buffer period before US). Dk why, been really really annoyed recently. That's probably why I didn't share on friday (sorry :/) - didn't want to launch into a mass of angsty rants. But at the same time, I keep asking God like why he puts me in certain situations. Like now, I'm actually most annoyed that I'm going for pre u sem tomorrow. It was a horrid choice, or at least it seems that way, cuz I'm missing sec two camp and like, I don't know ANYTHING about current affairs, at all. Kinda have this feeling that I'll be bored out of my wits. To put the icing on the cake, we were told that due to safety reasons, we can't attend ascension mass. And maybe it's just me and my little-girl, micro view but I'm pretty upset la (see what i mean, ANGST). Anyway, guess what I wanted to say was, pray for me please! Cuz everything is moving too fast and too differently from the way I expected. And visit Mars and I at PGPR (I think that's what it's called) if you guys are in school! I promise I'll put on my happy face!
Hope y'all are having fun at sec two camp, have a great week!
Love, Alex.
2 Comments:
hey alex, I can understand how you feel. I get this feeling when I want too much things and when my plate becomes full, I wonder why I had to stack it up so high. However, there's no point angsting over it now but take this opportunity to pray about choices and to discern about a purpose that God is urging you towards. you'll know what i mean soon enough =)
totallyyyyyy understands. i have a preoccupation with making my calendar multi-colored~ so when i'm bored i see where it looks too empty so tt i can color it more ._. and end up rushing from place to place and complaining tt i hv not enough rest and tt i'm busier than i am during school period. sighs.
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mark.tang,
May 29, 2011 10:00 PM
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May 31, 2011 8:11 PM